Just bought 1kg of SN

[LostMary]

So I've just bought 1kg of SN. Seems legit as they ha e the safety data sheets online stating composition and chemical formula.

I'm thinking about following the PPH protocol, already have a screenshot on my notes.

Was recently committed to psych ward for failed attempt.

I think this method is sound and will end my life.

I don't enjoy anything, struggled with depression my whole life. Don't have any friends and very few family.

Hoping I can ctb pretty soon.

What's keeping me? Is it knowing that it won't fail?

 

[U. A.]

What's keeping me?

Was recently committed to psych ward for failed attempt.

Think you answered your own question before you asked it...can't imagine that was a great experience.
That's a hell of a lot though. For me, just having it made me feel better given I knew I could use it when I wanted. There's no hurry.

 

[Esc9434]

@LostMary Even though you are new yourself, be careful about who you share that source with.

 

[Alexandra_]

I'm happy for you. You'll feel calmer with it. I have SN too :)

 

[FuneralCry]

I wish you the best.

 

[playalistic]

What's keeping me? Is it knowing that it won't fail?

felt this in my soul damn lmao

yeah when i "attempt" i'm going to make sure it 100% works whatever i end up doing, i'm not going to attempt suicide unless i 100% know death is unavoidable with the method im gonna do and there's no margin for error

 

[Eriktf]

felt this in my soul damn lmao

yeah when i "attempt" i'm going to make sure it 100% works whatever i end up doing, i'm not going to attempt suicide unless i 100% know death is unavoidable with the method im gonna do and there's no margin for error

no method have 100% succes rate

 

[Roadrunner]

Good luck, wish you the best.

 

[LostMary]

felt this in my soul damn lmao

yeah when i "attempt" i'm going to make sure it 100% works whatever i end up doing, i'm not going to attempt suicide unless i 100% know death is unavoidable with the method im gonna do and there's no margin for error

These thoughts won't leave my mind.

@LostMary Even though you are new yourself, be careful about who you share that source with.

Thank you for that advice. I will refrain from sharing.

 

[eupdplishlp]

i also have 1kg sn ordered due to arive friday lmao. not from dmc. I wish you all the best on your journey may peace and contentment be with you whichever choice you make

 

[LostMary]

I wish you the best.

Thank you

Think you answered your own question before you asked it...can't imagine that was a great experience.
That's a hell of a lot though. For me, just having it made me feel better given I knew I could use it when I wanted. There's no hurry.

How do we choose the date? So lost

Good luck, wish you the best.

Thank you for your kind words

Good luck, wish you the best.

Thank you

 

[Defenestration]

Je viens d'acheter 1 kg de SN. Cela semble légitime, car ils ont les fiches de données de sécurité en ligne indiquant la composition et la formule chimique.

Je pense suivre le protocole PPH, j'ai déjà une capture d'écran sur mes notes.

J'ai récemment été interné dans un service psychiatrique pour tentative ratée.

Je pense que cette méthode est saine et mettra fin à ma vie.

Je n'aime rien, j'ai souffert de dépression toute ma vie. Je n'ai pas d'amis et très peu de famille.

J'espère pouvoir faire du CTB très bientôt.

Qu'est-ce qui me retient ? Est-ce la certitude que je n'échouerai pas ?

Sn Portugal?

 

[death_bed221]

damn a kilo. Share that shit around don't be shy lmao

 

[LostMary]

Sn Portugal?

Yes

Sn Portugal?

Yes

 

[Defenestration]

Yes

Yes

Is there a date behind the package? I bought it in November 2024, but it said May 8, 2025.