Just bored with life.

[Joey]

I'm not suffering, im just bored. i'm starting to realize I will never have the things I want. And at 28, this is probably as good as it gets. So, what if I just don't want to do another 40 years of this? just..existing. I've distracted myself enough with video games and chess in the past, but what happens when you slowly lose interest in the things you use to distract yourself with? Well, now you have no choice but to face the emptiness and question the value and meaning of your own life. In my case, I see neither.

So...either die now in my prime, so to speak, or live an unsatisfying life for another 40 years and die a withered old man. Feel like I won't be missing out on much anyways. Why not die now and call it a life?

Rate it 4/10, could be worse, could be better, wouldn't do it again.

 

[FuneralCry]

The way I see it, life is just a pointless experience that we go through for the sake of it. Life does not interest me at all. All that humans do is just distract themselves from death, we are just passing time until we eventually die, I see no point to living. I do not understand how people can be satisfied with life.I live a very empty existence as well. I wish you the best.

 

[Lost Magic]

I hear you. The days are soooo long. It's just a never ending cycle of drama and boredom. I cannot wait till it ends.

 

[Joey]

I hear you. The days are soooo long. It's just a never ending cycle of drama and boredom. I cannot wait till it ends.

Plus I dread ageing and getting older in general. I KNOW for a FACT I ain't retiring. I'll be working till I die. Sometimes some juice just isn't worth the squeeze. Luckily I have my N and just to need to find the will power to do it. Don't know if I should do it at home or just get a hotel.

 

[WadeingThru]

what happens when you slowly lose interest in the things you use to distract yourself with?

Try something new. Sky diving, sailing, motorcycle racing, drugs perhaps.

 

[jimmy7754]

I'm looking forward to becoming homeless. Adventures await.

 

[WadeingThru]

Good luck

 

[Joey]

Try something new. Sky diving, sailing, motorcycle racing, drugs perhaps.

All of that costs money which I have currently but in medical debt up the ass.

 

[KennySwar]

I'm looking forward to becoming homeless. Adventures await.

This how I plan to CTB in the next few months. I'm a loner living a in studio apartment, with an average car, mediocre job and no joy. I have no survival skills, but when the weather warms up I'm going to grab a bag with some essentials and hit the streets. I'm sure a weakling like me will wind up dead within 2 weeks and the few people that care about me in my life will assume I was just addicted to drugs or mentally ill instead of intentionally committing suicide.

 

[summers]

All of that costs money which I have currently but in medical debt up the ass.

Just default on the medical debt. In the us, they can't come after you for that (afaik). Worst that happens is you tank your credit score for a couple years.

 

[Joey]

Just default on the medical debt. In the us, they can't come after you for that (afaik). Worst that happens is you tank your credit score for a couple years.

You're right and I'll probably do just that. Ain't no way I ain't gonna be an old geezer though. I'm going out with a blaze of glory!

 

[jimmy7754]

This how I plan to CTB in the next few months. I'm a loner living a in studio apartment, with an average car, mediocre job and no joy. I have no survival skills, but when the weather warms up I'm going to grab a bag with some essentials and hit the streets. I'm sure a weakling like me will wind up dead within 2 weeks and the few people that care about me in my life will assume I was just addicted to drugs or mentally ill instead of intentionally committing suicide.

That's the plan.

 

[WadeingThru]

All of that costs money which I have currently but in medical debt up the ass.

Forget about the medical debt. You might die while enjoying your new hobbies.

New hobbies: Sky diving, sailing, motorcycle racing, drugs

 

[Joey]

Forget about the medical debt. You might die while enjoying your new hobbies.

New hobbies: Sky diving, sailing, motorcycle racing, drugs

Time to go out in a blaze of glory!

 

[summers]

You're right and I'll probably do just that. Ain't no way I ain't gonna be an old geezer though. I'm going out with a blaze of glory!

Same exact reason I'm planning my trip.

 

[Joey]

Same exact reason I'm planning my trip.

What's the trip?

 

[ClownMe]

Every day is the same for me, nothing of any great importance happens and im bored pretty much all the time, it sucks.

 

[Joey]

Every day is the same for me, nothing of any great importance happens and im bored pretty much all the time, it sucks.

Right? Rinse, wash, and repeat bullshit. Surprisingly millions of years of evolution leading to this. Damn.

 

[Al Cappella]

There's a whole lot of nothing for years, then suddenly a global plague, the threat of nuclear war…then a whole bunch more of nothing. I can't even be bothered looking good for Instagram…

 

[Joey]

There's a whole lot of nothing for years, then suddenly a global plague, the threat of nuclear war…then a whole bunch more of nothing. I can't even be bothered looking good for Instagram…

That's the world for you and on the cycle of things constantly changing

 

[summers]

What's the trip?

Bus trip - ctb

 

[Joey]

Bus trip - ctb

Oh I thought a trip as in what the others said above like going on one last vacation or something. I know what you mean now. Haha.

 

[Lost Magic]

There's a whole lot of nothing for years, then suddenly a global plague, the threat of nuclear war…then a whole bunch more of nothing. I can't even be bothered looking good for Instagram…

Exactly. Imagine how the people in Ukraine must be feeling. They have lived through covid and now they are being attacked by the Russians. Fucking messed up world we live in.