i found this site a long time ago. i tried to hang myself a few years ago. i say try because where i put the belt to hold my weight failed and i fell to the ground. i would not say i put the idea to try again out of my head it is always there. i have the ability to do it when ever. i am in america. the last few years iv done a lot to put myself in a spot to be better. my youngest son told me he did not want to see me and there mom just said okay. that honestly killed me inside and i am lost and hurt
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Demian
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If you have children, stay with them, at least until they grow up. After that, you could reconsider suicide if you're still so ill that you can't bear the pain.
I know your pain must be great, I understand. I'm not taking my life right now because I don't have a safe, painless, quick method that I have the courage to use.
I tried 21 grams of phenobarbital and 3 grams of morphine and I survived because about 10 minutes had passed and I hadn't passed out, so I panicked and called for help (I hate remembering that).
But when you feel alone, make a thread here on SaSu and talk to us.
I know your pain must be great, I understand. I'm not taking my life right now because I don't have a safe, painless, quick method that I have the courage to use.
I tried 21 grams of phenobarbital and 3 grams of morphine and I survived because about 10 minutes had passed and I hadn't passed out, so I panicked and called for help (I hate remembering that).
But when you feel alone, make a thread here on SaSu and talk to us.
