Tried to die in hurricane laura Even that failed
- Aug 25, 2020
Even when i have something i wanted my whole life thinking that if j just had some one of my own to be with ill be happy it was a joke i guess. Because deep down im still the lonely piece of shit and it hurt the people im around. “They” feel like they arent doinf enough or “they” feel like i should be a certain way. My mother thinks if i get back on meds it will be all better when in reality i feel the complete same. But in reality it is ME that cant be fucking normal. Its ME eith the problem. Thats why i love this forum so much cause im surrounded by people who feel just as shitty as i am and doesnt try to make me think it will all get better. That suicide is a choice and feel like this shit of a world needs to be left behind.