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bunny_brownie9

bunny_brownie9

so terribly lost
Jan 1, 2024
206
maximum 4 weeks left for me, do it after the 15th.

I feel awful. It doesn't help that I smoked weed and ate a few edibles (for the first time) in the same night the other night and I feel so spaced out even though it's been like 5 days lol.

just want to die. No one understands. I just want to leave and go and be gone forever.
 
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sugarh1gh

sugarh1gh

Death is new departure and beggining of a journey.
May 27, 2024
325
Nobody can fully understand but I feel the same. I don't want to continue anything now. My planned date is end of June/mid July, depending on when I get the supply. Good luck with your adventure!
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
48,206
I hope that you find freedom from your suffering, best wishes.
 
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LifeIsBS

Soon
Jun 1, 2024
103
same, i plan to end it this month, no decided date but will try untill i succeed. Good luck and best wishes, mate.
 
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Dark Window

Dark Window

Forest Wanderer
Mar 12, 2024
547
maximum 4 weeks left for me, do it after the 15th.

I feel awful. It doesn't help that I smoked weed and ate a few edibles (for the first time) in the same night the other night and I feel so spaced out even though it's been like 5 days lol.

just want to die. No one understands. I just want to leave and go and be gone forever.
method?
 
Onelegman

Onelegman

I use a translator
May 24, 2024
552
I hope you are free from your suffering, that you find peace and happiness
 
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bunny_brownie9

bunny_brownie9

so terribly lost
Jan 1, 2024
206
Will you share your protocol? And consider documenting your journey as you go?
Wishing for your successful peace...
no benzos or AEs and I'm not sure yet, but it's something I am considering :)
 

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