Jumping vs motorcycle crash

[Lifeless mindset]

My main methods are jumping, motorcycle crash/car crash, and SN. I really wish there was a magic button I could press do kill me instantly but unfortunately that's not how this works. The more I keep seeing this SN survival stories, the more it makes me wanna never even try it. The only downside to motorcycle crashes and jumping is that they are both extremely messy. I care about the people I could be scarring by doing this but I'm not gonna let that stop me from doing it. Maybe if I had better options I wouldn't have to use such a messy method.


What's difficult about jumping is that I'd have to go to a city with high buildings and hope that I can get rooftop access. Plus I don't have any money or a vehicle so taking public transportation or driving is out of the question right now.

What's difficult about car/ motorcycle crash is I don't have a car or a motorcycle. I'd have to get one and vehicles aren't necessarily cheap.

These are 2 very reliable methods but they aren't easily obtainable. I feel like I'm being forced to stay here and I don't like it. I'm not taking my chances with SN. I made a promise to myself that my next attempt would be successful.

 

[FuneralCry]

SN is a reliable method if done correctly as after all, so many people have succeeded with it and it's a poison anyway. I think that if I had the SN I would go for that but I do understand wishing to just pass away instantly, that's what I would like more than anything as it certainly can be so unnecessarily complicated and tiring having to think about and plan methods. I do envy and admire those with the courage for the jumping method, it sounds terrifying to me. But I hope that you find the freedom that you wish for.

 

[LaVieEnRose]

Can you get a shotgun? That's pretty much an instant magic button and it's just as messy as a car crash (which I don't think is reliable) and jumping.

I still have faith in SN, for what it's worth.

I'm sorry about feeling trapped here. I know that feeling and it's terrible.

 

[theviewfromhalfway]

Jumping isn't always 100% guranteed. You can survive from crazy heights or something can go wrong and you won't land as far as you want. I jumped off a cliff but landed on a ledge and it fucked me up way more. If you do survive you'll be left with permanent injury's and bad ptsd. I'm so sorry your thinking about this and I hope you can find peace one day whatever that is x

 

[deathissosad]

Jumping isn't always 100% guranteed. You can survive from crazy heights or something can go wrong and you won't land as far as you want. I jumped off a cliff but landed on a ledge and it fucked me up way more. If you do survive you'll be left with permanent injury's and bad ptsd. I'm so sorry your thinking about this and I hope you can find peace one day whatever that is x

What was your thought process in the freefall and how far/long was the freefall

 

[theviewfromhalfway]

What was your thought process in the freefall and how far/long was the freefall

If I had been successful I would have fell about 300ft but I unfortunately landed on a ledge about 25ft down and it was extremely quick, it probably felt quicker for me because I expected it to be so long and it was pitch black so a very strange feeling. When I jumped, I don't think I had enough time to think anything except pure fear then when I hit the ground I thought I was paralysed as I couldn't move my back at all but my leg, thankfully, was in agony. It was a terrifying experience really as you're in so much shock when you hit the ground you question if you're dead, like what injuries you have so many things go through your head. I was scared my legs were up In My body by how hard I hit the ground so yeah I really wouldn't recommend. If you jump from somewhere high then I feel you will feel some regret as you fall as it will be a few seconds longer. The poem 'the view from halfway down' explains this extremely well.

 

[Himalayan]

Jumping is better than crash... Or so is what the statistics say. Do what you want tho

 

[QiTianDaSheng]

My go to was motorcycle crash, possibly a rented one in Thailand. The logic being that it has some plausible deniability at least...

Rehoming my dogs means it will be pretty obvious whatever though, and SI just before impact could lead to an ugly but survivable crash.

Cheap and likely to work would be jumping with a noose on a longish thick rope. Decapitation as the goal.