Jumping tonight

[Natbee]

When everyone is asleep tonight I am going to attempt a drive down to the beach and jump off the bridge late around midnight when no one is around. The hospital has me I a waitlist for a bed in the mental health ward and I just want don't want to go, my medication is just not working anymore.

The mental health system in Brisbane, well Australia is so broken.

 

[locked*n*loaded]

Really sorry to hear of your situation. I hope you can find peace if you decide to go through with it, AND even if you don't, I hope you can find a way to get help that will work for you and get peace that way, too. Even if you can't go through with it, there's no shame in it. You just live to die (or live some more) another day and commiserate with us for a while longer. At least think everything through one last time and make sure that's what you want and make sure the height is enough to do the job should you ultimately decide you've had enough. Best to you no matter what you decide.

 

[Pale_Rider]

Every place is broken. I think people have come to expect a perfect world . To much TV maybe ?

 

[darksouls]

I wish you the best, I hope you find relief from suffering

 

[Natbee]

Every place is broken. I think people have come to expect a perfect world . To much TV maybe ?

I don't watch tv, no the world is not perfect but I have been dealt a a lot in my life and I am mentally and emotionally exhausted and no life left in me. Every person's situation is different but being understanding and accepting of it makes the difference.

 

[Pale_Rider]

I don't watch tv, no the world is not perfect but I have been dealt a a lot in my life and I am mentally and emotionally exhausted and no life left in me. Every person's situation is different but being understanding and accepting of it makes the difference.

That was a generalization. I should have been clear. And I feel you. It can be hard to get help these days. I'm in the same boat. I feel you.

 

[Natbee]

Really sorry to hear of your situation. I hope you can find peace if you decide to go through with it, AND even if you don't, I hope you can find a way to get help that will work for you and get peace that way, too. Even if you can't go through with it, there's no shame in it. You just live to die (or live some more) another day and commiserate with us for a while longer. At least think everything through one last time and make sure that's what you want and make sure the height is enough to do the job should you ultimately decide you've had enough. Best to you no matter what you decide.

Thank you for being so kind x

 

[FuneralCry]

I hope you find freedom from suffering, I wish you the best.

 

[Alexandra_]

I hope you can get rid of your suffering and find freedom

 

[Irisse]

I hope that you find peace and no longer suffer.

 

[Natbee]

I couldn't do it, my husband watched me take my meds and I couldn't discard the mitazapine which puts me to sleep so quickly and they in a webster pack.