Help Jumping logistics PLEASE RESPOND

[restingplace]

My method will most definitely be jumping. There's a bridge nearby me that's about 141 feet tall. It's used as a dual carriageway to get across my town and go further, so lots of traffic.

Planning on jumping some point mid summer at around 1 am when the tide is lowest.

I just have a few questions.

- what do I do with my things, do I leave my bag at the top of the bridge?

- how much time would I have to spend on the bridge before jumping?

- would my phone likely break if i jumped with it? I'm planning on listening to music on the way down or taking it with me so it gets broken or cant be recovered, I don't want my death being traced back to SS.

- I want a peaceful death and I feel like cars passing by me constantly would stress me out, this bridge is infamous for this kind of thing.



If anyone could offer some answers or advice I'd really appreciate it. Jumping is the best option for me unless it's cutting or hanging. I know cutting Is seen as a non method but I've been a cutter for almost 6 years and know the logistics, it's mainly SI that's the issue

Thanks!

 

[yearned]

-what things do you need to bring? i dont understand the need for a bag.
-you could jump right away, it depends on your SI.
-your fall would last less than 3 seconds. during which you will probably lose consciousness (i think).

although there is a high chance of death, you could also survive and just end up comatose or paralyzed. why do you wanna ctb?