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drained999

drained999

Member
Sep 16, 2021
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I have written here before that I want to jump infront a train or lay my head on the tracks. I have SN but I don't want to take risk getting sick and throw up for days. It's my only option really. Both times I tried to do it my mom found out and stopped me, but this time I'm going to make sure she doesn't try to monitor me. I'm going to friend and pretend I'm going to sleep at her house and sneak out when it's late at night. I'm also going to make sure I'm very intoxicated or fall asleep when I do it.
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
I don't think you 'throw up for days' with SN, the worst I've read from SN failure was some vomiting over a 12-24 hour period. Most people seem to only vomit once or twice before lights out after about 20-30 minutes.

You have serious balls to be considering the train method.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
42,490
The train method sounds absolutely terrifying to me, I admire those who have the courage to go through with it and succeed, I would also fear it potentially failing in some way and ending up with some kind of horrific damage. I hate how suicide is so difficult for us and other people really should have no right to interfere in our personal decision to die.
 
Shadowlord900

Shadowlord900

Seeker of Darkness
Sep 29, 2022
918
As someone who isn't fond of the SN method and is looking into other oral methods, I'd much prefer to take my chances with SN than I would with jumping in front of a train.

Even if you throw up after taking SN, you can still succeed by taking a 2nd glass, and a 3rd if you somehow throw up again after the 2nd glass. I've never heard of anyone surviving past 3 glasses (or even 2 for that matter), providing that all 3 have around 25g SN. (I think 25 or 30 is the recommended amount per glass?)
 
Caoine01

Caoine01

Experienced
Feb 23, 2023
212
How do you like to place your body/head at the railway track?
Are the weather condition (snow) ok for your attemp?
Good luck!
 
SenseOfLoss

SenseOfLoss

life could have been so beautiful
Feb 24, 2023
208
I have also considered this method for myself and could well imagine it, but you should remember that you will inflict a great trauma on a stranger. He has to live with having killed you.
 
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Dot

Info abt typng styl on prfle.
Sep 26, 2021
3,252
I have written here before that I want to jump infront a train or lay my head on the tracks. I have SN but I don't want to take risk getting sick and throw up for days. It's my only option really. Both times I tried to do it my mom found out and stopped me, but this time I'm going to make sure she doesn't try to monitor me. I'm going to friend and pretend I'm going to sleep at her house and sneak out when it's late at night. I'm also going to make sure I'm very intoxicated or fall asleep when I do it.

B awre tht if u r plannng 2 b intoxc8td thn thre = gd chnce u wll positn urslf wrng & mangle urslf & fail wth lfe-changng injries
 
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Caoine01

Caoine01

Experienced
Feb 23, 2023
212
I'm glad you're still active today.

Wine from noble vines gets better when it is allowed to age.
 
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lebrodude

Mage
Jul 18, 2022
533
Yeah just don't do it.

Failure in the train method can result in missing limbs and paralysis. You'll end up in a far worse state than you began with.
 
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Twntysvn

ฅ^•ﻌ•^ฅ
Aug 26, 2021
207
I can't do it for few reasons like, there are no train where i live (🥲 which is suck), i fucking wimp i'll chicken out because its scary af, also i don't want traumatize other, and don't want to become nuisance than i already am
 
ChildrensITV

ChildrensITV

Arcanist
Mar 14, 2023
460
There was woman who jumped in front of a train. She was a mother. As the train approached, she tried to move away and it ran over her legs. She lost her legs and survived.

Then she got a boyfriend and lived. The new boyfriend is helping her raise her son. I was born the wrong sex for real.

But the point is, you will be worse off if it fails. Don't do it!
 
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eternalbliss22

Student
Dec 17, 2022
103
I have written here before that I want to jump infront a train or lay my head on the tracks. I have SN but I don't want to take risk getting sick and throw up for days. It's my only option really. Both times I tried to do it my mom found out and stopped me, but this time I'm going to make sure she doesn't try to monitor me. I'm going to friend and pretend I'm going to sleep at her house and sneak out when it's late at night. I'm also going to make sure I'm very intoxicated or fall asleep when I do it.
There's a difference in taking your own life & forcing someone else to take your life. If you cause the death or trauma to someone else by forcing them to take your life it's predatory, malicious & wrong.
 
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