
drained999
Member
- Sep 16, 2021
- 28
I have written here before that I want to jump infront a train or lay my head on the tracks. I have SN but I don't want to take risk getting sick and throw up for days. It's my only option really. Both times I tried to do it my mom found out and stopped me, but this time I'm going to make sure she doesn't try to monitor me. I'm going to friend and pretend I'm going to sleep at her house and sneak out when it's late at night. I'm also going to make sure I'm very intoxicated or fall asleep when I do it.