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bathtime

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May 15, 2025
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I have my dream job and it has me pretty much set for life. I'm not enjoying it though. The people I work with make me feel more suicidal than I already do. I don't know how much longer I can take it but ik if I lose this job there won't be a better one out there that would make me this set. Why do I still feel like this and honestly even worse when I have my dream job and it's pay is so good. What the hell is wrong with me
 
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Goodgirlryeo101

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May 27, 2023
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I read a story of this who was on a salary of around 1.3 million per year and this guy miserable and he said he dreaded going to work and that job had worn him out and he said before getting that job that was his dream job but after starting working there he was so unhappy and depressed but he couldn't quit because he was paying high rate of mortgage and also his kids were on a private school so he was asking on what to do.

I always give this advice do what's best for you because in this world no one will ever care more about you other than yourself and also mental health matters.
 
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DirtCommie

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Aug 22, 2025
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I have my dream job and it has me pretty much set for life. I'm not enjoying it though. The people I work with make me feel more suicidal than I already do. I don't know how much longer I can take it but ik if I lose this job there won't be a better one out there that would make me this set. Why do I still feel like this and honestly even worse when I have my dream job and it's pay is so good. What the hell is wrong with me
Its probably not your dream workplace then .It might be your dreaam occupation but if the people there make you feel even more suicidal than you alreadyare then 8tbprobably isnt a dram for you towork there.
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
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I have my dream job and it has me pretty much set for life. I'm not enjoying it though. The people I work with make me feel more suicidal than I already do. I don't know how much longer I can take it but ik if I lose this job there won't be a better one out there that would make me this set. Why do I still feel like this and honestly even worse when I have my dream job and it's pay is so good. What the hell is wrong with me
How long have you had this dream job? A job that makes you "set" is super attractive, but coworkers that make you suicidal are - hmmmm. Just wondering if more time would make them less of sn annoyance.
 
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bathtime

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May 15, 2025
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How long have you had this dream job? A job that makes you "set" is super attractive, but coworkers that make you suicidal are - hmmmm. Just wondering if more time would make them less of sn annoyance.
It's been a few months now. Everytime I have this particular trainer I don't learn anything. All I get out of her training is how unbelievably stupid I am. Especially when I'm doing something new and she acts like I should already know how to do said thing
 
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TBONTB

Enlightened
May 31, 2025
1,114
It's been a few months now. Everytime I have this particular trainer I don't learn anything. All I get out of her training is how unbelievably stupid I am. Especially when I'm doing something new and she acts like I should already know how to do said thing
Oh boy, that's hard.
 
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itsgone2

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Sep 21, 2025
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I didn't like my current job at first. For a long time actually. But company is being sold now and it's devastated me. I mean you need money to survive. So idk, maybe try picturing them taking it from you and maybe that will help. Idk just saying I'd give anything to keep mine.
 

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