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degreesoflewdity

degreesoflewdity

i’m filled with hatred and need to die.
Jun 24, 2023
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i feel jealous, jealous that im being left behind by my two friends. jealous that i'm so depressed and pathetic and they're happy and have friends. Seeing them make other friends and spend time with them makes me angry. it makes me so angry that i want to get angry at them too.
 
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Jul 8, 2026
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Ngl. I feel a bit of jealousy too. I wanted to join the military after high school ended (that was almost 10 years ago), and now one of my friends is doing that, and he's stationed overseas. I wish it was me but my medical history screwed me over. I want to be super happy for him, but its so hard to when I wanted to do it myself...
 

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