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very hot girl
Oct 27, 2025
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I've tried going to a psychologist.
I've tried going to a psychiatrist.
I've tried not going to therapy.
I've tried living alone.
I've tried living with someone.
I've tried being hospitalized.
I've tried talking to people.
I've tried not talking to anyone.
I've tried being medicated.
I've tried not being medicated.
I've tried having lots of friends.
I've tried having none.
I've tried being out of the house 24/7.
I've tried being at home 24/7.
I've tried taking lots of drugs.
I've tried not taking any drugs at all.

I've tried everything I could think of and I've never been able to be happy.
 
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WornOutLife

WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,183
Well, at least you've been trying. That's a lot.
Have you tried finding new (even if silly) hobbies? It might not seem enough but those minutes/hours doing something you like makes things easier.
In my case, it's gaming and learning new stuff.

Hugs,

Matt
 
TheHolySword

TheHolySword

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Nov 22, 2024
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I understand. I am here too. I've tried so many things. I'm tired of trying. No one seems to know what it's like to not want to try anymore when you've tried everything. I'm sorry fate has brought you here. I hope you can find your peace
 
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socksnsandles

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Oct 7, 2025
291
well if youve tried everything, on the bright side that at least will make you feel more confident in your decision to ctb
 

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