I've set a date and I'm really scared

[drowinginsorrowww]

So I've got everything prepped and set a date, but holy shit it's hard to even talk to people like this. Like I'm thinking 'this is this last time you'll see me, I wanna make a good impression", but also "fuck em, they didn't care about me even when I asked for help!"
The fuck do I do?! Just asking how do I deal with life until the bus arrives?
Thanks,

 

[Phasmid]

I say you don't, honestly.

Most people you're interacting with aren't operating under the headspace of I only have so many days left to live, and unless you're an expert at masking it's understandable that you can't really talk to them properly.

Just isolate until the bus arrives, that also reduces the possibility of someone catching wind of your plans and attempting to stop or institutionalize you.

 

[jokster18]

So I've got everything prepped and set a date, but holy shit it's hard to even talk to people like this. Like I'm thinking 'this is this last time you'll see me, I wanna make a good impression", but also "fuck em, they didn't care about me even when I asked for help!"
The fuck do I do?! Just asking how do I deal with life until the bus arrives?
Thanks,

I'm counting down days I wanna go. What's your method.

 

[Unsure and alone]

So I've got everything prepped and set a date, but holy shit it's hard to even talk to people like this. Like I'm thinking 'this is this last time you'll see me, I wanna make a good impression", but also "fuck em, they didn't care about me even when I asked for help!"
The fuck do I do?! Just asking how do I deal with life until the bus arrives?
Thanks,

I think you now have options
maybe just act normal

Consider who is most important to you and if you want to do something special as a goodbye that they are unaware is goodbye

Consider if you want to write suicide note or notes or fuck it all and let others sort out the mess after.

Otherwise you can also go with a bucket list to pass the time
Or be an impulsive little daredevil after all what's the worst that can happen now that you are sure about checking out ?