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sweetsweetsuicide

sweetsweetsuicide

ଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✧ Magical Girl 🍰🍥
Oct 17, 2025
44
My previous plans were more difficult to carry out. I think this new one is perfect.

I'm going to collect atleast 50g of Yew tree leaves, crush them up and put them in a drink or food.
There are tons of yew trees in my country, so they are easily accessible! And it seems to be relatively fast acting. It's also great, because this method won't be as gruesome and traumatising for others. This is my peaceful way out.

The only downside to this is it will feel terrible for a few hours. I plan to take pain killers to make it slightly more pleasant though.
I know yew trees are very common in graveyards, so when I can ill go visit one and collect some leaves.

I don't know why but i feel so light and happy now. I finally have something I'm confident in, and I am certain this will be my way out. I feel like I can finally enjoy myself
 
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inbekween

an idea is like a virus.
Oct 15, 2025
11
Good luck, if you ever need a friend during these times, my discord is open. (inbekween)
 
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nullsoul

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Oct 8, 2025
83
My previous plans were more difficult to carry out. I think this new one is perfect.

I'm going to collect atleast 50g of Yew tree leaves, crush them up and put them in a drink or food.
There are tons of yew trees in my country, so they are easily accessible! And it seems to be relatively fast acting. It's also great, because this method won't be as gruesome and traumatising for others. This is my peaceful way out.

The only downside to this is it will feel terrible for a few hours. I plan to take pain killers to make it slightly more pleasant though.
I know yew trees are very common in graveyards, so when I can ill go visit one and collect some leaves.

I don't know why but i feel so light and happy now. I finally have something I'm confident in, and I am certain this will be my way out. I feel like I can finally enjoy myself
Hello, friend
I also collected 100 yew tree seeds.
I'm going to grind the seeds and put them in a capsule
 
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sweetsweetsuicide

ଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✧ Magical Girl 🍰🍥
Oct 17, 2025
44
Hello, friend
I also collected 100 yew tree seeds.
I'm going to grind the seeds and put them in a capsule
Where did you get them if i may ask? Did you buy them online or collect them yourself? ^_^ I've been thinking about replacing the leaves for seeds too.

I can't get anymore now because I'm basically on the equivalent of suicide watch rn. But once people leave me alone I will be attempting this method 🫡
 
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nullsoul

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Oct 8, 2025
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Where did you get them if i may ask? Did you buy them online or collect them yourself? ^_^ I've been thinking about replacing the leaves for seeds too.

I can't get anymore now because I'm basically on the equivalent of suicide watch rn. But once people leave me alone I will be attempting this method 🫡
I got it because there was a yew tree in front of the company
 
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vig919

The difficulty factor is disappointing
Oct 13, 2025
72
Any additional information or confirmed results would be great. I may add this to my current plan of CO in car. I need something to add though.
 
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58Alice85

Autogynephile
Aug 31, 2025
378
Did you choose this method because it is a "cute and natural" way to go?
I've heard of some succesful suicides using hemlock.
It is definitely possible to ctb using natural poisons.
 
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sweetsweetsuicide

ଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✧ Magical Girl 🍰🍥
Oct 17, 2025
44
Did you choose this method because it is a "cute and natural" way to go?
I've heard of some succesful suicides using hemlock.
It is definitely possible to ctb using natural poisons.
I chose it because it was something so easy to get, and it works fast and isnt known much about. Plus it won't be traumatic for others to see!
I also like the aspect of it being natural too, I have always admired nature and plants. I will finally get peace and it will be thanks to a tree so powerful and beautiful. I will have a peaceful death
 
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kipstriesagain

physics enjoyer
Oct 22, 2025
28
My previous plans were more difficult to carry out. I think this new one is perfect.

I'm going to collect atleast 50g of Yew tree leaves, crush them up and put them in a drink or food.
There are tons of yew trees in my country, so they are easily accessible! And it seems to be relatively fast acting. It's also great, because this method won't be as gruesome and traumatising for others. This is my peaceful way out.

The only downside to this is it will feel terrible for a few hours. I plan to take pain killers to make it slightly more pleasant though.
I know yew trees are very common in graveyards, so when I can ill go visit one and collect some leaves.

I don't know why but i feel so light and happy now. I finally have something I'm confident in, and I am certain this will be my way out. I feel like I can finally enjoy myself
Do you know if yew poison makes you vomit? Or is it just pain?
 
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sweetsweetsuicide

ଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✧ Magical Girl 🍰🍥
Oct 17, 2025
44
Do you know if yew poison makes you vomit? Or is it just pain?
You can vomit yes, and there is also pain. I'm planning to put the leaves into tea which will hopefully help once I'm able to do it
 
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kipstriesagain

physics enjoyer
Oct 22, 2025
28
You can vomit yes, and there is also pain. I'm planning to put the leaves into tea which will hopefully help once I'm able to do it
I see. Thank you! This may be my choice too if I cant get my hands on SN.
 
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pogostick

Student
Jul 29, 2025
118
Is this a legitimate method? I saw your previous post about it which included an image, but tbh I was a bit skeptical because it had no comments at the time lmao.
What is the likelihood of death if you consume a sufficient quantity? And how long is the process from consumption to death?
 
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DeadInsideUnicorn

I'm my own worst enemy
Oct 24, 2025
21
I'm definitely adding this to my list of options... I need some advanced research but sounds interesting and worth considering. Maybe with some painkillers and antiemetics though.
 
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sweetsweetsuicide

ଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✧ Magical Girl 🍰🍥
Oct 17, 2025
44
Is this a legitimate method? I saw your previous post about it which included an image, but tbh I was a bit skeptical because it had no comments at the time lmao.
What is the likelihood of death if you consume a sufficient quantity? And how long is the process from consumption to death?
Hiya!!! I don't know if it's legit because I've never seen anyone else try it as a suicide method. But I've done a lot of research and I'm confident in it.

Its difficult to know the exact amount you will need to be fatal because it involves your body weight and how much toxin is in the leaf/seed itself (which is unpredictable). That's why its best to have as much as possible (I'm aiming for over 100g of plant matter, which is definitely over the lethal amount.). And its also best to collect it during autumn, when the amount of toxins is at its highest.

There is a very high likelihood of death if you take enough. And even in the small chance that you do somehow survive, you don't get any serious permanent damage.

The time it takes can be a little unpredictable too, but death happens within a few hours. Symptoms also take a bit to appear, which include things like feeling nauseous and dizzy, and it will be painful (which unfortunately almost all methods of suicide will be).
The yew leaves cause cardiac arrest so the likelihood of surviving basically none, unless someone comes to save you.
 
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pogostick

Student
Jul 29, 2025
118
Hiya!!! I don't know if it's legit because I've never seen anyone else try it as a suicide method. But I've done a lot of research and I'm confident in it.

Its difficult to know the exact amount you will need to be fatal because it involves your body weight and how much toxin is in the leaf/seed itself (which is unpredictable). That's why its best to have as much as possible (I'm aiming for over 100g of plant matter, which is definitely over the lethal amount.). And its also best to collect it during autumn, when the amount of toxins is at its highest.

There is a very high likelihood of death if you take enough. And even in the small chance that you do somehow survive, you don't get any serious permanent damage.

The time it takes can be a little unpredictable too, but death happens within a few hours. Symptoms also take a bit to appear, which include things like feeling nauseous and dizzy, and it will be painful (which unfortunately almost all methods of suicide will be).
The yew leaves cause cardiac arrest so the likelihood of surviving basically none, unless someone comes to save you.
To be fair there's quite a lot of recent articles relating to yew tree poisoning fatalities.
By a few hours, are we talking over or under ~5?
I'm not planning to attempt this method (as of right now) but I am curious. I guess when I initially saw the post I had just assumed it was kind of a silly non-method, but after googling a little bit it does seem like something that could possibly be practical. Permitting that all goes well, I guess the only risks are throwing it all up or not having the strength to not ask for help.
 
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sweetsweetsuicide

ଘ(੭ˊ꒳ˋ)੭✧ Magical Girl 🍰🍥
Oct 17, 2025
44
To be fair there's quite a lot of recent articles relating to yew tree poisoning fatalities.
By a few hours, are we talking over or under ~5?
I'm not planning to attempt this method (as of right now) but I am curious. I guess when I initially saw the post I had just assumed it was kind of a silly non-method, but after googling a little bit it does seem like something that could possibly be practical. Permitting that all goes well, I guess the only risks are throwing it all up or not having the strength to not ask for help.
I'm not exactly sure, but I'm assuming around that time. I've already decided on doing it, I'm only waiting to be allowed to go out of the house on my own again to get enough to do it. Hopefully my research was right, and it will be an easy death!

And you are right, the only way it wouldn't work is if you get saved or throw it up. It's always something that can be tried again if it doesn't work out though, I guess
 
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1993

Member
Apr 10, 2025
39
Hiya!!! I don't know if it's legit because I've never seen anyone else try it as a suicide method. But I've done a lot of research and I'm confident in it.

Its difficult to know the exact amount you will need to be fatal because it involves your body weight and how much toxin is in the leaf/seed itself (which is unpredictable). That's why its best to have as much as possible (I'm aiming for over 100g of plant matter, which is definitely over the lethal amount.). And its also best to collect it during autumn, when the amount of toxins is at its highest.

There is a very high likelihood of death if you take enough. And even in the small chance that you do somehow survive, you don't get any serious permanent damage.

The time it takes can be a little unpredictable too, but death happens within a few hours. Symptoms also take a bit to appear, which include things like feeling nauseous and dizzy, and it will be painful (which unfortunately almost all methods of suicide will be).
The yew leaves cause cardiac arrest so the likelihood of surviving basically none, unless someone comes to save you.

There is some permanent damage tho. I attempted in early September and my heart still feels weird. It is getting "better", but it's definitely different
 
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bakedaz_jr

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Sep 16, 2022
16
There is some permanent damage tho. I attempted in early September and my heart still feels weird. It is getting "better", but it's definitely different
Hi 1993, if you are still with us would mind sharing the amount you took, your weight etc. I'm very interested in this method and hearing from someone who has attempted it.
 
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bakedaz_jr

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Sep 16, 2022
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I wouldn't call it a non method based on that article alone. The article states in the conclusion:

Taxine alkaloids cause fatal poisoning, in particular due to the compound's toxic effect on the cardiovascular apparatus. The present report describes a case of a man for whom CPR using all available methods, although delayed and protracted, was successful in treating yew poisoning.

It would appear this particular case would likely have been fatal had there been no human intervention. One could ensure they attempt this method in isolation.


Here is a link to a successful attempt:
https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0379073818303979
 
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DontTouchMeImFamous

Don't Wanna Win
Jul 18, 2024
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There is some permanent damage tho. I attempted in early September and my heart still feels weird. It is getting "better", but it's definitely different
Can you share your story plz?
I'm not exactly sure, but I'm assuming around that time. I've already decided on doing it, I'm only waiting to be allowed to go out of the house on my own again to get enough to do it. Hopefully my research was right, and it will be an easy death!

And you are right, the only way it wouldn't work is if you get saved or throw it up. It's always something that can be tried again if it doesn't work out though, I guess
Are you still with us? Any updates? Have you tried it yet?
 
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TimingOut

☁️
Sep 7, 2025
161
I wouldn't call it a non method based on that article alone. The article states in the conclusion:

Taxine alkaloids cause fatal poisoning, in particular due to the compound's toxic effect on the cardiovascular apparatus. The present report describes a case of a man for whom CPR using all available methods, although delayed and protracted, was successful in treating yew poisoning.

It would appear this particular case would likely have been fatal had there been no human intervention. One could ensure they attempt this method in isolation.


Here is a link to a successful attempt:
https://www.sciencedirect.com/science/article/abs/pii/S0379073818303979

I see your point ❤️. For my part, a "method" should be one that works well after balancing its lethality (whether death is a certain outcome within a short period of time: hence cigarette smoking is a non method), reliability (does it work in most cases or just work to a particular group of persons under particular conditions, hence air embolism / injecting air into blood vessels is a non method), legal accessibility (is it easy to acquire the materials or gain access to the required location, hence SN a non method - for my part), financial accessibility (is it too expensive), technical accessibility (is it too difficult to follow the procedures), and peacefulness.

For yew, I call it a non method because of the associated symptoms / sufferings. In fact, there are a lot of deadly plants and animals, chemicals, machinery, etc around, but not many are considered a "method", probably because of the reason stated above.
Do you know if yew poison makes you vomit? Or is it just pain?
A case report says the symptoms include vomiting and clonic spasms.
 
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dalemar

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Nov 20, 2025
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I think one user attempted recently with this method
 
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1993

Member
Apr 10, 2025
39
Hi 1993, if you are still with us would mind sharing the amount you took, your weight etc. I'm very interested in this method and hearing from someone who has attempted it.
Hi, I'm still here, but I'm not comfortable sharing details about the method itself because of legal issues.

First of all, it was an unpleasant experience. The first symptoms show quite fast, but the body is resistant and the hours after are tough. I called for help after 7 hours, I couldn't stand 7 more and since my blood wasn't flowing anymore I was scared of brain damage. I didn't have much coordination within half an hour. After a few hours my muscle strength was zero, but I was still there. In the hospital I was stable after about 2,5 hours.

About the method: I wouldn't say it's a non method, but it's not fast and the preparation matters. There's a lot of research done on this site, and there are some scientific studies online. I read all the info I could find and made a plan from there. The whole thing took about 6 months with a failed attempt halfway through because I overlooked some major details. Please note that this method can (and will) leave long lasting or even permanent damage. Damage doesn't mean risk of dying by accident

Sorry if these aren't the details you were looking for. Feel free to ask questions, I'm just not sure if I'll answer them :)
 
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Carryline

Student
Oct 11, 2025
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I did 100g and i felt bad bzt i survive...hopefully you can do it...the taste is terible
 

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