hi, have problem regarding benzos. for someone who after 4mg of klono, keeps (how would i say?) screaming, having trouble brething (asynch breathing/anxiety attack) difficult even speaking
That is, after "waking" up after some mild-average drinking (700ml vodka, 37,5%)
+40min after oral adm. (chewed to make them dissolve under tongue, feel as "calm as a brain surgeon with epilepsy" (that is> "calm" , but anytime can breakdown, panic attack etc
id have to go over the pharmacology books to check interactions.. tbh unable to make sense of anything, except that unfortunate concerns over "how much to knock someone off + deactivate involuntary functions "breathing etc(sorry cant remnember the words)
Huge concern , no opioids. but many many probably enough risperidone seroquel (quetiapine) sertraline and amplictil scatttered around this crypt. Concern = vomit during "sleep" > "holes" , severe damage and CURSED SURVIVAL .
even childhoood fear of heights have been though over. no matter how horrible it cant last forever its a just o few seconds of unexplainable terorr < 32y 26m and 6d of life . these are rather more painful sadistic and torturous . ive been "ded" (coma induced opioids, they did not kow probably i was under the effect of a 20mg 20tabs ritalin thats i cant count measure. but interfered in sedation , leading to believe i was "dead" for a short while after 1month in coma
Compreheensible fear of life, (whats worse than beinj rejected , denied the emergency exit? )
update: with holes or no holes , coroners are gonna cut everything up so just want to make sure even with serious damage no vomiting .
know i m aware extensive info . maybe too much on it. info. and so many variations gave rise to dangerous doubts and even despair "overlooking" details maybe
thanks just want to not let go to waste all te salts (and end up crippled worser)