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ChildrensITV

ChildrensITV

Arcanist
Mar 14, 2023
489
I gotta unsubscribe from some things. The rest, I will leave it to my family to deal with. I gotta give them my bank passwords, PIN, etc. It's time to wind this life down. I tried so fucking hard. BELIEVE ME I did. I put up with shit that many people would have noped out of 20 yrs ago. I stuck around, hoping I could withstand it all. I was a fool.
 
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accountnamerequired

Member
Oct 9, 2023
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Maybe write all that stuff on some paper and put it in your pocket that day so no one suspects anything before you do it
 
SilentSadness

SilentSadness

In somewhere else
Feb 28, 2023
1,555
I will send a timed email so that they won't lose my details.
I would be careful, because certain email providers are known for scanning emails for suicide messages. But anyway, your suffering sounds draining, I hope you don't suffer much more.
 
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Dr Iron Arc

Dr Iron Arc

Into the Unknown
Feb 10, 2020
21,409
I commend you for acting with this much foresight. So many people pass on before considering little things like this so it's nice to see somebody else be concerned about this sort of thing. I hope you are able to complete your journey and find peace.
 
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Kapsyl

Kapsyl

Specialist
Feb 3, 2024
344
I wrote a detailed list of everything good to know after my passing. That includes passwords to mobile, bank, storage locker and all social media accounts or any other service that requires passwords.

Other good information to write down is anything that isn't documented, in my case a garage rent, location of my military gear recent car repairs since it probably going to be sold etc. I found this list quite comforting to write and I commend you going through with it.

Print it out and lay it suitable place
 
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limeoctave

limeoctave

welcome home old friend, how was your life?
Mar 24, 2024
227
I would be careful, because certain email providers are known for scanning emails for suicide messages. But anyway, your suffering sounds draining, I hope you don't suffer much more.
omg.. which ones? if it can be posted here, or pm me pls, if you don't mind
 
ChildrensITV

ChildrensITV

Arcanist
Mar 14, 2023
489
I was gonna write a suicide note but I decided that if anyone DOES give a fuck, there isn't much I can say to make them feel better. All I can do is let them know how to access certain accounts and maybe cancel some direct debits that they feel are unnecessary. This is why, when you're 14 and know you should end it, you should do it and not wait 2+ more decades.

I feel so shit.
 
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