NoOneLovesMiMi

NoOneLovesMiMi

Just Me
May 27, 2023
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Really? Did they give a positive answer or what?

Maybe they saw your video? Is there a way you could Maybe use that option?
Just a email saying to purchase the peaceful pill book
They said the application for VAD is in the book
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Just a email saying to purchase the peaceful pill book
They said the application for VAD is in the book
Oh I see so you could apply? I was wishing it was an acceptance for a previous application
 
NoOneLovesMiMi

NoOneLovesMiMi

Just Me
May 27, 2023
114
Oh I see so you could apply? I was wishing it was an acceptance for a previous application
Not sure
If I survive this
Maybe I could purchase to see
But I don't know
If I snitch on myself surely I'll be locked up
And then when I get out I would need a job..transportation and housing which none of that I'll have
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Not sure
If I survive this
Maybe I could purchase to see
But I don't know
If I snitch on myself surely I'll be locked up
And then when I get out I would need a job..transportation and housing which none of that I'll have
Hopefully it won't come to that it might be quick and you will finally be at peace but if not you can still opt out, you can purchase the book and see what options you will have on that(sorry am not familiar with the book or what is in it), or you could choose from many of the alternative methods on here. It's not all hopeless trust me. please know that you have all this options and many more ❤️
 
NoOneLovesMiMi

NoOneLovesMiMi

Just Me
May 27, 2023
114
Hopefully it won't come to that it might be quick and you will finally be at peace but if not you can still opt out, you can purchase the book and see what options you will have on that(sorry am not familiar with the book or what is in it), or you could choose from many of the alternative methods on here. It's not all hopeless trust me. please know that you have all this options and many more ❤️
I really wish I could go to New York and fall off a building
Sounds really good to me right now
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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I really wish I could go to New York and fall off a building
Sounds really good to me right now
I feel you, more than 13hrs you must be getting anxious. Am guessing you can't be eating food right?
 
NoOneLovesMiMi

NoOneLovesMiMi

Just Me
May 27, 2023
114
I feel you, more than 13hrs you must be getting anxious. Am guessing you can't be eating food right?
I haven't tried yet
I'm extremely anxious
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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I haven't tried yet
I'm extremely anxious
Am so sorry you are going through this I will be here for you my pm is wide open for you sending you tons and tons of big hugs sis🫂
 
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EternalShore

EternalShore

Hardworking Lass who Dreams of Love~ 💕✨
Jun 9, 2023
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I wish you the best~ Praying for you :) See ya~
 
AnxietyHangover

AnxietyHangover

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Aug 20, 2022
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If I was you I would visit the ER. It's going to get nasty. You made a mistake from the start with the antifreeze.
 
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delphi4470

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Dec 20, 2023
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How are you feeling? 350 ml might not be enough. According to this article it should be a "potentially lethal" amount for anyone not morbidly obese but im pretty sure there have been records of consuming a lot more and living.
 
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NoOneLovesMiMi

NoOneLovesMiMi

Just Me
May 27, 2023
114
How are you feeling? 350 ml might not be enough. According to this article it should be a "potentially lethal" amount for anyone not morbidly obese but im pretty sure there have been records of consuming a lot more and living.
I'm feeling OK actually
But I gave in
My ex help me call poison control
My sister is coming to get me
I failed but I tried
 
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thewalkingdread

thewalkingdread

Life is a pointless, undeserved, unnecessary pain.
Oct 30, 2023
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I'm feeling OK actually
But I gave in
My ex help me call poison control
My sister is coming to get me
I failed but I tried
I hope you get the help you need. We all don't want to keep on living.. But we also don't want to end up suffering more than we already are.

I wish you the best.
 
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kornboy

kornboy

"I will soon be gone..These feelings will be gone"
Dec 24, 2023
12
I tried to watch your video on YT but looks like it was deactived?
 
AnxietyHangover

AnxietyHangover

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Aug 20, 2022
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I'm feeling OK actually
But I gave in
My ex help me call poison control
My sister is coming to get me
I failed but I tried
You made the right call. Don't feel bad about "giving in". You didn't give in. You realised it wasn't a good choice and that's respectable. Now rest, heal your wounds and reflect on this experience.
 
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delphi4470

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Dec 20, 2023
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I tried to watch your video on YT but looks like it was deactived?
I just searched her youtube name, the link didnt work
I'm feeling OK actually
But I gave in
My ex help me call poison control
My sister is coming to get me
I failed but I tried
I see, good luck. You're probably going to get forcefully institutionalized but my experience wasn't too bad. You're gonna be ok.
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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I'm feeling OK actually
But I gave in
My ex help me call poison control
My sister is coming to get me
I failed but I tried
Am glad to hear you called help. Don't feel bad about "giving in" you did a good thing and you did the right thing. Don't listen to anyone who tells you that you gave up or that you are weak, you are a brave soul and you are a fighter. Wishing you a fast recovery and the best outcome in the coming days ❤️
 
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Necrosis

Necrosis

En bokstavelig bjørn som later som om han er menne
Feb 23, 2023
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I never got to talk to you around the site mimi but seeing your post made me wish the best for you. I'm sorry to see your plans didn't go as expected. I hope it gets better for you from now on whatever way that may be.
 
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tsykoais

tsykoais

i can't drown my demons they know how to swim
Apr 9, 2023
125
if you're still alive i wish you the best of luck even if your plans didn't go as well as you thought it would. just know that you are not a failure for not being able to successfully complete it. wish you a swift and speedy recovery!!! <333
 
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NoOneLovesMiMi

NoOneLovesMiMi

Just Me
May 27, 2023
114
Thankyou
Im in the ER
Waiting for blood work
And probably on my way to the nut house 😂
i tried
Am glad to hear you called help. Don't feel bad about "giving in" you did a good thing and you did the right thing. Don't listen to anyone who tells you that you gave up or that you are weak, you are a brave soul and you are a fighter. Wishing you a fast recovery and the best outcome in the coming days ❤️Important in
 
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Redacted24

Might be Richard Cory... or not
Nov 20, 2023
268
MiMi, we're all here sending you support and best wishes. It's not a failure. You did what you needed to. It's going to be okay. Don't be hard on yourself. See you again soon!
 
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rozeske

Maybe I am the problem
Dec 2, 2023
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Thankyou
Im in the ER
Waiting for blood work
And probably on my way to the nut house 😂
i tried
You did what you thought was best for you in the moment. Its all gonna be alright now. I hope you come out of it stronger. Sending you best wishes ❤️
 
absolutelyyou

absolutelyyou

peaceful
Jul 26, 2023
168
For anyone concerned that might have missed her youtube link, she did post an update, she is alive and out of the hospital.

"So I Made It🙄😔"
 
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Old Friend

Old Friend

Sleep well, Airstrip One.
Sep 24, 2023
478
Thanks for the info. I hope she's as well as can be.
 
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Redacted24

Might be Richard Cory... or not
Nov 20, 2023
268
Updating again... from MiMi:
"Please send my love to those on SS.
Some have reached out to me via Instagram and my YouTube channel and I'm in awe."

She's job hunting and still trying to power through the rough times.
 
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MrOptions

MrOptions

Let it go. This to shall pass.
Jan 6, 2020
178
She is alive folks. She posted a video on YouTube 2 days ago, and said she just got out of the nut house.
 
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