It's Time Goodbye

[NoOneLovesMiMi]

I got myself together.
Went to see a movie.
Came home and threw out as much as I could.
In true MiMi fashion I put on my nice pjs.
Everything in the house smells good.
My YouTube videos are done.
YouTube.com/salutemimi81
I didn't post anything on Instagram for fear of being reached but I have one funny video if you wanna see it.
Salutemimi

I'll be drinking 350 ml of antifreeze.
I really hopes this works.
I put a DNR in my bra.

I'm scared out of my mind and I'm gonna be beyond devastated if I live.

So I need all of you to send good energy and prayers that I get to finally go home.

I'm going to log out to be safe.

I hope it's me you see saving your seat on the bus.

Mods if 24 hours have passed and no activity from me
Delete the account

 

[DreamEnd]

Antifreeze? Are you gonna be okay?

 

[Unattainable666]

I hope you find the peace you so desperately deserve. Fly high and free!

 

[reallysleepy]

I wish you the best of lucks mimi

 

[Redacted24]

MiMi, good journey. We will miss you here. Really. I hope your bus transfer is smooth and you end up in a place full of love. You've earned that. Farewell my friend.

 

[Sleeper System]

Please, I hope you die quickly. If you have to go, I don't want you to suffer.
You've fought long enough. It's time to sleep. Good luck mimi.

 

[undecided]

A DNR isn't valid unless it's signed by a medical professional, so that won't work.
But, I wish you well.

 

[mungbean]

I just finished watching your video. My heart breaks for you. I've seen your posts on here and from my understanding you seem extremely determined on the decision you've made. I will pray that your journey is as painless and peaceful as possible.

 

[Aim]

Best of luck Mimi it was nice chatting with you. You are a kind person, and it's sad to see you go. Peace and love to you

 

[until death]

 

[rozeske]

Antifreeze seems not the best and quickest method but If you decided to take it I really hope it is quick and painless for you. You will dearly be missed around here I hope you find your peace

 

[Undertow Mermaid]

Good luck Mimi, I hope that bus takes you with little pain and suffering, be free.

 

[Praestat_Mori]

I hope you find peace, safe travels and good luck!

 

[NoOneLovesMiMi]

MiMi, good journey. We will miss you here. Really. I hope your bus transfer is smooth and you end up in a place full of love. You've earned that. Farewell my friend.

I chose you to keep updated.
It's 4 am where I am.
They were right as far as not the best method.
I'm woozy and my chest feels funny.
So far no pain but it's been a few hours and nothing.
I know this takes stages but I'm scared.
Anyway I'm gonna try to get sleep and see what's next.

 

[XdragonsoulX]

Wishing you the best on your journey

 

[Tears in Rain]

Goodbye, I hope things go ok for you!

 

[pthnrdnojvsc]

Hope you don't suffer. Seems like it could take days of suffering or could be be quicker? I haven't really researched this method though

 

[rozeske]

I chose you to keep updated.
It's 4 am where I am.
They were right as far as not the best method.
I'm woozy and my chest feels funny.
So far no pain but it's been a few hours and nothing.
I know this takes stages but I'm scared.
Anyway I'm gonna try to get sleep and see what's next.

My thoughts are with you and i pray this ends quick for you

Hope you don't suffer. Seems like it could take days of suffering or could be be quicker? I haven't really researched this method though

I also know it to take days but that is with very little amounts. With a larger amount am hoping it works quicker for her

 

[mallows]

Rest easy, MiMi. I hope you're better off now.

 

[UKscotty]

Good luck

 

[thewalkingdread]

I am so sorry for all your hardships and so sorry that I can only offer you my condolences, Mimi. You have my deepest sympathy.

I really wished that life, this reality, this world was a true decent place for us all to live. But It isn't. It is actually a terrible experience for us all. And having no dignified way out is proof of that... We are the unlucky ones who can only see It for what It is, with no sugar-coating.

Life sucks and I wish none of us were born in the first place.

Farewell.

 

[FuneralCry]

Farewell, I hope that you find the freedom you search for.

 

[odetwo]

I got myself together.
Went to see a movie.
Came home and threw out as much as I could.
In true MiMi fashion I put on my nice pjs.
Everything in the house smells good.
My YouTube videos are done.
YouTube.com/salutemimi81
I didn't post anything on Instagram for fear of being reached but I have one funny video if you wanna see it.
Salutemimi

I'll be drinking 350 ml of antifreeze.
I really hopes this works.
I put a DNR in my bra.

I'm scared out of my mind and I'm gonna be beyond devastated if I live.

So I need all of you to send good energy and prayers that I get to finally go home.

I'm going to log out to be safe.

I hope it's me you see saving your seat on the bus.

Mods if 24 hours have passed and no activity from me
Delete the account

That won't kill you but it might disable you for the rest of your life and you'll be even more miserable. I'd go with hanging if I were you or jumping from a high place. If you can't do the latter where you live, hanging should suffice. Don't cripple yourself needlessly, please.
The people on here must be retarded. Do not for the love of God drink antifreeze. It's going to hurt a lot there are safer methods please.

 

[Tears in Rain]

The people on here must be retarded. Do not for the love of God drink antifreeze. It's going to hurt a lot there are safer methods please.

On a previous thread that @NoOneLovesMiMi put up, several posters warned her against using antifreeze, and to go with a different method. But in her desperation she said she was still gonna do it.

 

[NoOneLovesMiMi]

That won't kill you but it might disable you for the rest of your life and you'll be even more miserable. I'd go with hanging if I were you or jumping from a high place. If you can't do the latter where you live, hanging should suffice. Don't cripple yourself needlessly, please.
The people on here must be retarded. Do not for the love of God drink antifreeze. It's going to hurt a lot there are safer methods please.

I already did
I don't know what to do

I got myself together.
Went to see a movie.
Came home and threw out as much as I could.
In true MiMi fashion I put on my nice pjs.
Everything in the house smells good.
My YouTube videos are done.
YouTube.com/salutemimi81
I didn't post anything on Instagram for fear of being reached but I have one funny video if you wanna see it.
Salutemimi

I'll be drinking 350 ml of antifreeze.
I really hopes this works.
I put a DNR in my bra.

I'm scared out of my mind and I'm gonna be beyond devastated if I live.

So I need all of you to send good energy and prayers that I get to finally go home.

I'm going to log out to be safe.

I hope it's me you see saving your seat on the bus.

Mods if 24 hours have passed and no activity from me
Delete the account

Well
It's 10 am here
I guess I'm fucked
I don't know what to do or if I should just wait a few more days
I really hate life
I can't even die right

 

[rozeske]

I already did
I don't know what to do

Well
It's 10 am here
I guess I'm fucked
I don't know what to do or if I should just wait a few more days
I really hate life
I can't even die right

How are you feeling mimi? I hope you are not in too much pain. If the pain gets too unbearable please please don't hesitate to go to the ER no one deserves to go out like this.

 

[NoOneLovesMiMi]

How are you feeling mimi? I hope you are not in too much pain. If the pain gets too unbearable please please don't hesitate to go to the ER no one deserves to go out like this.

So far no pain
Just a sick feeling in my stomach
Dizzy when I get up but still able to function
I urinate often
It's only be 13 hours

 

[rozeske]

So far no pain
Just a sick feeling in my stomach
Dizzy when I get up but still able to function
I urinate often
It's only be 13 hours

Am glad to hear you are not in pain. My thoughts and preyers are with you. Just keep in mind if it gets too much go to the ER. You can always look for other methods

 

[NoOneLovesMiMi]

Am glad to hear you are not in pain. My thoughts and preyers are with you. Just keep in mind if it gets too much go to the ER. You can always look for other methods

Final Exit Switzerland finally responded to me
Just my luck huh

 

[rozeske]

Final Exit Switzerland finally responded to me
Just my luck huh

Really? Did they give a positive answer or what?

Final Exit Switzerland finally responded to me
Just my luck huh

Maybe they saw your video? Is there a way you could Maybe use that option?