An update on the OFCOM situation: As you know, censorship around the world has been ramping up at an alarming pace. OFCOM, the UK’s communications regulator, has singled out our community, demanding compliance with their Online Safety Act despite our minimal UK presence. This is a blatant overreach, and they have been sending letters pressuring us to comply with their censorship agenda.
Our platform is already blocked by many UK ISPs, yet they continue their attempts to stifle free speech. Standing up to this kind of regulatory overreach requires lots of resources to maintain our infrastructure and fight back against these unjust demands. If you value our community and want to support us during this time, we would greatly appreciate any and all donations.
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Agreed. It's all so repetitive - work, eat, see friends, even travel gets tiring. I felt this way in uni and that's why it took me 7 years to graduate (ended up taking 3 years off to try to "get well mentally" but it never happened). I've always presented as very well-adjusted, emotionally stable, and intelligent even in the darkest, most trying moments of my life. I somehow managed to graduate with high distinction from a prestigious university, and my then psychiatrist, doc, and therapist all had so much faith that my future had promise, no matter how many times I told them how much pain I was in and how death felt like the only decent option. I later read my psych's notes on my medical chart and saw that he wrote "patient is no longer presenting symptoms of mental illness" around the time of the pandemic, when I was literally the closest to death I'd ever been. It's laughable. Something I always come back to is how adamant everyone was around me at that time that things could/would get better for me. I wasn't hopeful at, but I took their advice, stuck it out and started working full-time. And proceeded to feel just as crummy, if not more.
yeah prison is the word I'd use for it too. Pretty much nothing is thrilling. I am, however, constantly surprised by how much worse it can get every day.
Exactly. I can't distinguish anything that's different from today vs my life from 4 years ago.
i'd love for you to make it through this too, but i know everything is too complicated to wish things like that. if you don't make it out of this year, and i dont see you again, i truly wish you the best; i wish you a safe and peaceful journey, and a peaceful rest as well.
Thank you so much. But literallyyyyyy lol. From meeting guys who promised we'd commit suicide together & having YouTube videos being made talking mess about me I just feel so jaded.
Sometimes I wonder if I just had one person who loved me I'd feel slightly different. I want to change too & im curious on whether or not getting a boyfriend would fix things, although I highly doubt it lmao. I shouldn't get myself worked up over my newest delusion.
