It’s the end of the school year and I have accomplished nothing

[Myra_Toast]

Title's self explanatory. I've ghosted all my friends so I have no one, my looks and body still look like shit, my grades aren't anything to be proud of, I've left a nasty reputation and seem like a freak. My only "accomplishment" is that I've bettered my hygiene and done less than the bare minimum, it's so fucking pathetic, I haven't done anything this year and I hate myself so much for it, I only mess up and make my nights more miserable by the day. Everyday I do something I regret and i do nothing I'm ever proud of.

 

[90starve]

everybody moves through life at their own pace - but it can be so devastating to look around and see everybody else accomplishing more than you - especially in school, where you are pressured into keeping up and punished for falling behind.

lack of motivation to do anything is a very prevalent symptom of depression - so not accomplishing anything that you can be proud of may not be something that you're in control of. try not to be so hard on yourself :)

i understand how you feel though, as i also suffered through everything you described in school - thinking of you <3