Venting It's ridiculousy hard and expensive to CBT/trying to enjoy my last days

[lwlaiet8887]

TLTWOS: What the title says. I'm miserable but trying to make the most out of my last days and need to wait a while for CTB resources that I'm not even comfortable with using. I want to die again but the regime for SN is just too much for me and I have to do it in a secluded place probably in the cold/middle of winter. Will cost me around 100£ CBT resources which is not a lot but due to my sources will take a long time to arrive.

 

[FuneralCry]

It really is way too unnecessarily difficult to die, it's just wrong how people have to suffer so much to reach the fate that they are destined for anyway which is ceasing to exist. But anyway I wish you the best with your plans.