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I think that in my case, everyday would be a great day to die. The best thing that could possibly happen for me would be to die as soon as possible. Staying alive is extremely pointless and would just mean more suffering. I just wish that it is easier to actually find a way to leave. Those who are gone are lucky as they don't have to endure this life anymore.
I wish I had that mentality... To me it feels like any "fight" or goal that I try to focus on is nothing more than a temporary distraction from cruel reality, and on top of that it's never even worthwhile; it always leads to me suffering either mentally or physically (or both). But not doing anything leads to feeling awful mentally and ruins my physical health too. There's just no winning in life apparently (outside of death), it's freaking rigged.
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