Deleted member 19654
Working towards recovery.
- Jul 9, 2020
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It's really hard to say goodbye to people when they decide that it's their time to leave. We had to say goodbye to @reggiesaurus last night and it has hit me really hard. I couldn't sleep after that and I nearly started crying today while sat in the dentist's chair, waiting for my fillings.
At the end of the day, it was his decision and there wasn't anything I could do to stop him. He was young and I wanted him to give life a chance but I had to respect his choice. All I could do was be a friend and to try and provide him with some comfort in his last moments.
It fucking sucks that he felt he needed to end his life because he wasn't happy and he couldn't see a future for himself. He deserved a lot more from life. The world we live in is a cruel place. All I can do now is hope that he managed to find some peace and that he is in the afterlife, happily stuffing his face with desserts.
How do you guys come to terms with having to say goodbye to people? It fucking hurts and I just want the pain to go away.
I think I might take a few days away from this site and just take a break.
At the end of the day, it was his decision and there wasn't anything I could do to stop him. He was young and I wanted him to give life a chance but I had to respect his choice. All I could do was be a friend and to try and provide him with some comfort in his last moments.
It fucking sucks that he felt he needed to end his life because he wasn't happy and he couldn't see a future for himself. He deserved a lot more from life. The world we live in is a cruel place. All I can do now is hope that he managed to find some peace and that he is in the afterlife, happily stuffing his face with desserts.
How do you guys come to terms with having to say goodbye to people? It fucking hurts and I just want the pain to go away.
I think I might take a few days away from this site and just take a break.
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