It's hard not to have money even for the SN

[Brayu]

Me putting expectations later remembering that I don't have the money for this... not even for this.

Se eu conseguir o dinheiro já está chegando perto do final do ano e estou me arrastando por muito tempo

I hate myself but I'm laughing at my own disgrace

 

[SunnyPotato]

I feel this so hard. Like my Medicaid covered things that I've been stashing- benzos, zolpidem, meto, propranolol, blah blah blah, but having zero income means I can't afford the damn $20 final piece of the puzzle. It's so frustrating that yep, it's almost funny

 

[Yolanda]

First, I'm not here bc I'm trying to get right with god and save lives.. I'm in a unique situation and Im trying to find Wich SN to buy.. but I will say I think I have your problem bro, you don't need to die.. your just broke. Not to sound insensitive... It crossed my mind more funny then mean.. it's alot nicer crying about how you hate life if it's over a steak on a comfy bed with a decent tv.. having more freedom is huge.. idk your situation but get a better job.. go to a trade School.. you still wanna go, that's a personal choice.. one I don't agree with unless necessary, but still your call.. atleast you'll know you tried and will have money to go in a comfy way.

I feel this so hard. Like my Medicaid covered things that I've been stashing- benzos, zolpidem, meto, propranolol, blah blah blah, but having zero income means I can't afford the damn $20 final piece of the puzzle. It's so frustrating that yep, it's almost ff

Where would find this 20 dollar piece

 

[Brayu]

First, I'm not here bc I'm trying to get right with god and save lives.. I'm in a unique situation and Im trying to find Wich SN to buy.. but I will say I think I have your problem bro, you don't need to die.. your just broke. Not to sound insensitive... It crossed my mind more funny then mean.. it's alot nicer crying about how you hate life if it's over a steak on a comfy bed with a decent tv.. having more freedom is huge.. idk your situation but get a better job.. go to a trade School.. you still wanna go, that's a personal choice.. one I don't agree with unless necessary, but still your call.. atleast you'll know you tried and will have money to go in a comfy way.

Where would find this 20 dollar piece

If my problem were just financial I wouldn't be here.

 

[Yolanda]

If my problem were just financial I wouldn't be here.

Sorry then.. just confused bc you said you can't afford the SN... Whats the method with this stuff? Your supposed to mix it so you don't get sick right? I'm sorry that your feeling so depressed by the way.
I can also relate with the laughter at your disgrace.. I always find it hilarious when the suicide hotline hangs up on you.. I never have anything to say by the time they answer anyway.. but I still have to laugh