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Taraxacum
Member
- May 11, 2023
- 10
Life's getting harder.
I don't have anyone, ofc I can't tell my parents about everything when it is basically somehow something that is related to them, afraid of the real world because eventhough I'm trying I never get the results that I wanted, too much of a loser to be saved ig... (wanting to get a job but somehow I'm sick w the thought I might spend it all alone w/o having someone at least to cheer me up when it's tough.)
Everything is rushing in my mind rn, the balcony look so tempting... but I'm still afraid
I don't know what to do, I wish when I'm asleep, whoever up there just stop my breathing altogether.
I'm so tired.
I don't have anyone, ofc I can't tell my parents about everything when it is basically somehow something that is related to them, afraid of the real world because eventhough I'm trying I never get the results that I wanted, too much of a loser to be saved ig... (wanting to get a job but somehow I'm sick w the thought I might spend it all alone w/o having someone at least to cheer me up when it's tough.)
Everything is rushing in my mind rn, the balcony look so tempting... but I'm still afraid
I don't know what to do, I wish when I'm asleep, whoever up there just stop my breathing altogether.
I'm so tired.