Venting It’s disgusting when people say there must be hope if you are still breathing

[FuneralCry]

It's just so disgusting and unacceptable when people act like you don't really want death enough because you are still breathing, honestly I don't understand those who assume that everyone has access to instant, peaceful and guaranteed suicide methods there at all times. Not everyone is fortunate enough to be able to reliably ctb and that is the reality, I despise when pro-lifers invalidate the suffering of others, sorry but not having access to a reliable method doesn't mean there is "hope".

Fearing a suicide attempt going wrong and leading to way worse suffering doesn't mean the person wants to exist in this repulsive, cruel world. Sad how people even say things like this on this site now with people acting so insensitive and invalidating towards those who want death yet personally feel stuck here, I cannot stand pro-lifers who act like suicide is as easy as just choosing to be gone, I hope I fall asleep soon, only writing as I'm unfortunately still awake.

 

[Roseate]

Honestly if life is so great then why is it so hard? Why is it so impossible to be happy? To feel at home anywhere? Why is death is so peaceful. More peaceful than life itself. It's just hope is not real and it doesn't exist. Just another lie they tell people to manipulate them into sticking around and being miserable

 

[sserafim]

Honestly if life is so great then why is it so hard? Why is it so impossible to be happy? To feel at home anywhere? Why is death is so peaceful. More peaceful than life itself. It's just hope is not real and it doesn't exist. Just another lie they tell people to manipulate them into sticking around and being miserable

Death isn't peaceful. It's hard to die and most people go out in pain (even in natural death). Life is suffering until the very end

 

[karmaisabitch]

Breathing doesn't mean anything! I breathe but I'm in pain with no hope! I'm not looking for hope anyway. One day very soon you won't see me here know that I died. I'm literally willing to just take any pain just to exit

 

[Roseate]

Death isn't peaceful. It's hard to die and most people go out in pain (even in natural death). Life is suffering until the very end

I'm not talking about the process of dying, I mean for me bleeding out is peaceful. I wasn't even talking about natural deaths cuz that's not my concern, I mean we're all here for the same reasons so I figured we all kind of get it and if it's truly not peaceful then doesn't that seem kinda fucked that y'all wish people a peaceful death when they say they're about to ctb? Cuz you can't think that death isn't peaceful yet go "life sucks we should all be able to die" like that just gives evil vibe to me cuz like y'all never say that when someone says they're going to ctb.

 

[Sunset Limited]

Loving life and God is stockholm syndrome.