It's almost time

[Gevatsu]

Tonight is the night. I'm going to CTB using the SN method. I'll probably use 18 grams or so. I just took my benzos, antiemetics and sleeping pills so I'm almost done. I'm scared I might wake up again or I'll fall asleep before I can take the SN. I'm almost at peace, though I'm scared I'll awake in some sort of afterlife. I hope there's nothing past this point. I've tried so hard to die and for me to end up in an afterlife is pure torture.

 

[shadow11]

Tonight is the night. I'm going to CTB using the SN method. I'll probably use 18 grams or so. I just took my benzos, antiemetics and sleeping pills so I'm almost done. I'm scared I might wake up again or I'll fall asleep before I can take the SN. I'm almost at peace, though I'm scared I'll awake in some sort of afterlife. I hope there's nothing past this point. I've tried so hard to die and for me to end up in an afterlife is pure torture.

I wish you peace

 

[Gevatsu]

I wish you peace

Thank you. I wish we all were at peace..

 

[WanderingEremite]

Thank you. I wish we all were at peace..

I hope everything works out. Did you make sure the sn measurement is appropriate to your size?

 

[wanttodie]

Tonight is the night. I'm going to CTB using the SN method. I'll probably use 18 grams or so. I just took my benzos, antiemetics and sleeping pills so I'm almost done. I'm scared I might wake up again or I'll fall asleep before I can take the SN. I'm almost at peace, though I'm scared I'll awake in some sort of afterlife. I hope there's nothing past this point. I've tried so hard to die and for me to end up in an afterlife is pure torture.

I wish you peace

 

[Gevatsu]

I hope everything works out. Did you make sure the sn measurement is appropriate to your size?

Yup I did.. but when I took the first sip, I backed off. The benzos and shit put ke to sleep before I could try again. How does anuona deal with the taste?

 

[Justanotherconsumer]

Yup I did.. but when I took the first sip, I backed off. The benzos and shit put ke to sleep before I could try again. How does anuona deal with the taste?

Salty?

 

[Gevatsu]

Salty?

Sorry for the language errors. The benzos were still kicking. And yes, the salty taste. It was so unbearable to me