It's all prepared

[Daftwils]

I have the SN and everything else from stans guide, ready to go. I haven't done it yet though, wondering if I might feel a better if I wait, but I don't want to tell anyone, nor get rid of the materials, because then I would lose the option? If someone finds out I may never have a chance again, just gotta do it right. Find a day, fast for the afternoon, lock myself up and end it all while everyone is asleep. No room for error.

Wish me luck

 

[Anonymoussn]

I have the SN and everything else from stans guide, ready to go. I haven't done it yet though, wondering if I might feel a better if I wait, but I don't want to tell anyone, nor get rid of the materials, because then I would lose the option? If someone finds out I may never have a chance again, just gotta do it right. Find a day, fast for the afternoon, lock myself up and end it all while everyone is asleep. No room for error.

Wish me luck

I wouldn't rush into anything if you're not sure. I've had mine in my room for over two months. As long as you are keeping it somewhere safe it should be fine if you feel you are not currently ready. It is a big decision to make, so just make sure you've considered it fully before doing anything rash.

 

[VIBRITANNIA]

you don't need to rush this decision just because you have everything ready. as long as you've hidden everything properly, the option of ctb is still there. wishing you peace no matter what you decide.

 

[whywere]

My heart breaks for you! PLEASE take a step back and make sure it is what you really want. NO 2nd chances and I do not know you, BUT you are a global family member here at ss and I love you, care for you and want you to be happy, what ever that might be. But please think of everything. I have "hidden" various items to ctb with also like you. I planned it out that nobody can/could ever find any of the items. Took me some time to figure it out but I did. Now with all of this said I am still here and especially after finding this website I KNOW that I have a global family that cares for me and so do you. Please take care of yourself and know that you are loved, and cared for. Love and peace to you my global family member!

 

[Ghost2211]

Rushing in seems to usually end badly. It's ok to wait and not get rid of your supplies. I've had my SN bag ready for a few months now. It feels good knowing it's there.

 

[fat feet]

I think I understand that. I will better when I have everything in place, it does not mean I have to do it that day. Like RoseyBird says" It feels good knowing it's there."

 

[Ulisses]

we wish you luck. update depending on your situation.