diadem99
arnie
- May 3, 2023
- 23
Job, money, success, the perfect family, the perfect progeny— it's all delusions created by humankind to stray away from the truth that life, in fact, has nothing to it. Humans roleplay in this game of suffering they themselves created.
Life is inherently suffering. Humans do what they do to mitigate this suffering.
I have to partake in these delusions in order to safely exist in my space without indoctrinated people telling me to, "get a life" or "get dreams! aspirations! goals!"
I have to keep living my fragmented, two-faced life until the day I kill myself.
I have made peace with this fact, too, because the calmness of my suicide day arriving ceases to overwhelm me with any pain or stress brought about by these culture-loving roleplayers obsessed with the delusion that their self-created misery called life is.
Life is inherently suffering. Humans do what they do to mitigate this suffering.
I have to partake in these delusions in order to safely exist in my space without indoctrinated people telling me to, "get a life" or "get dreams! aspirations! goals!"
I have to keep living my fragmented, two-faced life until the day I kill myself.
I have made peace with this fact, too, because the calmness of my suicide day arriving ceases to overwhelm me with any pain or stress brought about by these culture-loving roleplayers obsessed with the delusion that their self-created misery called life is.