Venting It’d be such a relief if Nembutal became accessible

[FuneralCry]

I find it horrifying how despite all the suffering existing causes Nembutal isn't accessible, to me it'd be the best outcome for this existence to disappear into nothingness, I always see it as better to not exist, all that's ideal is the peace of eternal sleep. It be compassionate to allow people the option of Nembutal, in fact it'd always be something positive as it would prevent so much unnecessary suffering.

Humans should never have to struggle so much to cease existing on their own terms, a peaceful exit to escape from this existence should be there at all times. I see suicide as self care and a peaceful suicide would solve everything, it'd be a beautiful release from all future suffering. Existence was never a desirable state in the first place, all that's desirable is the absence of everything, I just wish for this existence to be forgotten about and to disappear.