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BlackFag

BlackFag

Born to Die.
Sep 18, 2026
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its pretty obvious a third world war is going to happen soon.
and personnally i like that fact

i don't have anything to live for, and i always felt like i lacked something
at first i thought it was me being an incel and the loneliness that entails.

but slowly i'm realising that i am not meant to live. i was never meant to live long
and if i am correct and a world war starts soon. i pray i die in it
just like my great grandfather and his father before him

as hopefully death and war is more just. then life ever war.

because i have nothing otherwise, i don't have friends, i am a khhv at 18
etc...

even if i were to get everything i wanted
being a khhv for so long has ruined me for life

i will never be capable of the things normies are capable of
i will never react normally to a compliment
i will never be truly happy with anyone
but thats the best case scenario
because realistically, i stay a khhv, i remain in this hell
and if thats the case, i would prefer to die like a man
and die young and avoid the decades of hell
 

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