fkyou
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- Oct 1, 2022
- 460
It wasn't supposed to be hard getting out of this shit..we were born against our choice we didn't choose our circumstances i could've been born disabled sick or in some shitty place it isn't normal that we were brought to a prison where we didn't even choose our circumstances if I was disabled I would've definitely choose to end it..just checking out isn't supposed to be this dramatic I seriously wanted to leave long ago but here I am ten times mentally worse than when I first decided nothing broke me as this period were I felt hopeless to leave when I wanted the timing has so much importance to me because I'm the type of person who's not in peace most of the times my brain likes torturing me..it isn't supposed to be hard it's a necessity even more important than anything this life can offer..just like that person in the documentary who had early signs of Parkinson he chose to euthanize because he didn't wanna feel himself deteriorate I didn't want this deterioration just like him
