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ojinzo

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Feb 21, 2022
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I tried partial this morning and finally succeded in blacking out. It was the scariest experience I've ever had. All I remember was applying pressure to the rope around my neck and then I was dazed on the floor wondering why I felt dizzy. I do not even remember untying it from around my neck but apparently I did because it was hanging loose. It was a slip knot. My throat is killing me, it hurts to swallow.
 
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FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds really horrible what you went through. I'm sorry you had this experience. Hanging does scare me as a method, I have a fear of it failing. I wish you the best in whatever happens.
 
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Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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Sorry to hear that. I know that hanging is a very popular ctb method, but it doesn't sound very pleasant. One summer, I contemplated getting a rope, a bottle of JD and going to the woods. Glad, I waited for more peaceful methods.
 
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CommitSudoku

never interfere with a lifespan reaping
Feb 12, 2022
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Any tips for how you were able to get to that point? I meant to mess around with hanging but now I'm drunk and will soon pass out for reasons other than choking unfortunately. I'm sorry you had such a scary experience though but hopefully the experience will prove helpful in some manner. Wishing you well in whatever comes.
 
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corvoscuro

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Feb 24, 2022
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It was the scariest experience I've ever had.
I had a similar experience though I never managed to pass out. I was fully conscious and struggling to get free, but my arms and legs were numb and uncoordinated. It was very panicky, as I was fully away of my surroundings, but not able to free myself. I eventually was able to do it and I'm here to tell the story.
 
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Graytaichi

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Feb 14, 2022
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Good for you. Are u able to find the sweet spot again. Hanging seems too technical for me.
 
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Feb 25, 2022
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I tried partial this morning and finally succeded in blacking out. It was the scariest experience I've ever had. All I remember was applying pressure to the rope around my neck and then I was dazed on the floor wondering why I felt dizzy. I do not even remember untying it from around my neck but apparently I did because it was hanging loose. It was a slip knot. My throat is killing me, it hurts to swallow.
Be careful, you could die playing around like that. It does not seem safe to me.
 
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Lost Magic

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May 5, 2020
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Have you looked into the korean method? It got a peaceful score of 8 out of 10 on the PPeH.

Korean 1 Korean 2


The full handbook with this method can be found here: https://sanctioned-suicide.net/threads/pph-nov-2021.80506/
Be careful, you could die playing around like that. It does not seem safe to me.
Every fucking comment I read of yours is moronic as fuck. What kind of site do you think this is? Bloody trolls.
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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Good for you. Are u able to find the sweet spot again. Hanging seems too technical for me.
Based on many similar posts here partial fails most of the time. Full suspension seems a lot more reliable for working but it is also terrifying and it is tougher to find a good locat8ion for- alos you may not pas out as fast with full depending on how the knot is.
 
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ojinzo

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Feb 21, 2022
304
Sorry to hear that. I know that hanging is a very popular ctb method, but it doesn't sound very pleasant. One summer, I contemplated getting a rope, a bottle of JD and going to the woods. Glad, I waited for more peaceful methods.
Good. Find another method. It is a lot more complicated than people make it seem.
Any tips for how you were able to get to that point?
It is so weird, part of me doesn't want to tell you how and the other part of me says "you wouldn't have figured it out if you didn't read many posts on here, so, why not". I will preface my answer with this: I am glad it didn't work and hope you do not try it. Now that I got that shit out of the way, after trying several times without blacking out, I read somewhere on this site that you have to place the rope directly under the Adam's apple (which is contrary to several posts that says place the rope higher up, directly under the jawline--which I did several times and never got it right...). This time, I placed it directly under my A. apple and turned it so that the more my body went limp, the tighter the rope squeezed on my carotid artery. It worked this time. I used a silk rope from my bathrobe, so, I'm guessing once I passed out and put my full weight on it, it just untied because when I came to, the rope wasn't in a know anymore. It left a pretty nasty ligature mark on my neck as well. :(
I had a similar experience though I never managed to pass out. I was fully conscious and struggling to get free, but my arms and legs were numb and uncoordinated. It was very panicky, as I was fully away of my surroundings, but not able to free myself. I eventually was able to do it and I'm here to tell the story.
wow. that sounds freaking terrifying
Good for you. Are u able to find the sweet spot again. Hanging seems too technical for me.
I think if I tried it again, i can find it. once you know, you know. however, I do not think I would try it again, tbh.
Be careful, you could die playing around like that. It does not seem safe to me.
thank you and you are right. I almost did die. I've learned if you are not really, truly, ready to ctb, do not try anything suggest on here. this isn't for the faint at heart. i thought I wanted to ctb, but, something about it gave me this steely taste in my mouth. kissing death isn't as easy as one thinks. it can be a very sobering experience.
 

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I don't know, I'm not able to close the arteries so I don't pass out. I struggle a lot and it's very uncomfortable.

I wish I could just go through it and NOT be here to tell the story.
Did you try full or partial?
 

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