
@araxy
⚝ T I R E D ⚝
- Jun 19, 2025
- 12
So I found a source to aid me in having an escape when things decide to get worse. Unfortunately, the domain is now down and I am back at step 1. It was just a day later. I knew I should have locked in when I found it. I know there are other methods but I was hoping to have this way on standby. Guess I wait and keep searching AGAIN! I was so relieved to have found it too but dumbass me didn't act immediately. Fuck
Why do people have to make this difficult? And these fuckers are only making me and many others suffer even more. Seriously, what the hell does this accomplish? I just wanted something at my side as I watch the world continue to fail to improve and I have the free will to make the choice when I have had enough and can go peacefully. Im terrified of the other methods and their risks if I were to fail. Why am I such a coward?
Why do people have to make this difficult? And these fuckers are only making me and many others suffer even more. Seriously, what the hell does this accomplish? I just wanted something at my side as I watch the world continue to fail to improve and I have the free will to make the choice when I have had enough and can go peacefully. Im terrified of the other methods and their risks if I were to fail. Why am I such a coward?