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nooo2

Member
Jan 22, 2019
93
I didn't really expect this method to be painless so this doesn't come to a shock, it's literally depriving your body from oxygen. Anyone who thought that it would be a peaceful experience should reconsider.
 
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3691215

Member
Aug 31, 2021
75
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SN is highly toxic with no hypnotic or euphoric side effects. Plenty enough on here to show SN is not a peaceful way out. I'd rather not be conscious while running low on oxygen and vomiting for minutes or longer.

To each their own.

I didn't really expect this method to be painless so this doesn't come to a shock, it's literally depriving your body from oxygen. Anyone who thought that it would be a peaceful experience should reconsider.
Depends what the word peaceful means to you
 
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Forgotten

Student
Aug 19, 2020
129
The heavy breathing is a natural bodily reaction, it could be either agonal breathing or death rattle. By the time your body reaches the heavy breathing state, your consciousness will be long gone.
SN is not ideal, but it still is one of the very best choices overall.
 
SentientCreature

SentientCreature

Member
Mar 16, 2021
87
I can also confirm that the inability to move limbs is something that might occur before the loss of consciousness and is likely what's going on when people stop responding in their goodbye threads. As for suffocation, I think it might have happened seconds before I lost consciousness, but not before that. Now all of this is anecdotal and based on the reports of those who observed the incident rather than my own subjective experience as I've lost the memories.
 
mentalhealthfighter

mentalhealthfighter

Lets win together
Jun 15, 2021
362
This is kinda worrying since I'm planning to go with sn. I hope good preparation will prevent these kinds of things from happening. Then again I don't really mind if I end up suffering a bit, just want to make sure it 100% works
I have this mindset too. If I will suffer for a few minutes, what is that in comparison to a miserable life?
 
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3691215

Member
Aug 31, 2021
75
This is kinda worrying since I'm planning to go with sn. I hope good preparation will prevent these kinds of things from happening. Then again I don't really mind if I end up suffering a bit, just want to make sure it 100% works
It will work out. Wish you all the best
I have this mindset too. If I will suffer for a few minutes, what is that in comparison to a miserable life?
Excatly
 
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PeacefulTonic

Enlightened
Aug 10, 2021
1,007
N is nearly impossible to get it comes with a lot of risks. Remember it's illegal it can get confiscated etc
I think it also depends where you are. So many people here have it and are sitting on it. And from what I've read, at most people get it confiscated, that's the risk you take with the gold standard, no?
 
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3691215

Member
Aug 31, 2021
75
I think it also depends where you are. So many people here have it and are sitting on it. And from what I've read, at most people get it confiscated, that's the risk you take with the gold standard,

I think it also depends where you are. So many people here have it and are sitting on it. And from what I've read, at most people get it confiscated, that's the risk you take with the gold standard, no?
Depends on the laws of the country. You may even get arrested if caught with it. It's illegal.
 
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MZ18

Member
Aug 30, 2021
19
I took SN without doing any prep. It was scary. I am using exit bag in about 2 weeks instead. Not trying to scare anyone, just not for me
 
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Someone123

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Oct 19, 2021
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With SN results seem to vary a lot from peaceful to not peaceful to not working. There are many variable with various medications that can be used, their timing and dosage, the dosgae of SN, a person's weight and possibly their metabolism or other individual things about them. I go back and forth between SN and full suspension as a first choice- full suspension seems more likely to work but with less chance of it being peaceful.
 
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MZ18

Member
Aug 30, 2021
19
I'm going with exit bag. Seems to have been used for a while with good results
 
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Darkover

Illuminated
Jul 29, 2021
3,819
so long as the SN kills me even if it is somewhat a violent painful death it won't last to long once you loss consciousness after about 5 mins of taking it hopefully i don't vomit it all back up cause i won't be able to get any antiemetics ill be lucky to just get the SN, i have a damaged stomach lining after a paracetamol overdose hopefully that doesn't effect its effectiveness
 
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MZ18

Member
Aug 30, 2021
19
Well the problem I had was I took 30 grams and didn't loose conciousness. Just rapid heart rate and turning blue for about 4 hours followed by a massive migraine. But I did not prep just a spur of the moment. I wish you the best
 
blueclover_.

blueclover_.

Better Never to Have Been: 2006, David Benatar
Oct 11, 2021
669
No method is 100% painless except Nembutal and Nitrogen Asphyxiation. No one ever said that SN is painless, the pain is only managable and not as painful as a lot of other methods. Most people die by SN, most of those who survived reported that they felt slight to moderate discomfort during the process. If you have 0 tolerance for pain then you probably shouldn't ctb. Whatever guys, cry about it. I'm still going with SN.
 
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plsletmego

Member
Nov 5, 2021
28
Well the problem I had was I took 30 grams and didn't loose conciousness. Just rapid heart rate and turning blue for about 4 hours followed by a massive migraine. But I did not prep just a spur of the moment. I wish you the best
Did you happen to throw it all up? I don't understand how you survived 30g I'm sorry to hear about this experience. Makes me nervous now
 
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freelifexit

Specialist
Nov 7, 2021
391
Well the problem I had was I took 30 grams and didn't loose conciousness. Just rapid heart rate and turning blue for about 4 hours followed by a massive migraine. But I did not prep just a spur of the moment. I wish you the best
@MZ18 could you please describe your experience more detailed? really interesting
 
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marinekiwi

Student
Oct 28, 2021
148
Well the problem I had was I took 30 grams and didn't loose conciousness. Just rapid heart rate and turning blue for about 4 hours followed by a massive migraine. But I did not prep just a spur of the moment. I wish you the best
Are you sure it was high purity SN? Looks like it wasn't.
Even without prep, 30g of SN should be more than enough to kill several adult individuals.
 
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Eddypaddy

Student
Oct 28, 2021
133
Well the problem I had was I took 30 grams and didn't loose conciousness. Just rapid heart rate and turning blue for about 4 hours followed by a massive migraine. But I did not prep just a spur of the moment. I wish you the best
You did not die by 30g of sn? Did you puke it out??
 
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PrisonBreak

Student
Oct 29, 2021
122
What i like about SN is that even after failure, theres a good chance of trying again. No guarantees though.
 
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MZ18

Member
Aug 30, 2021
19
@MZ18 could you please describe your experience more detailed? really interesting
Well I Took 30 grams in 100 ml water. Taste was bad. about 15 minutes later my vision went and I had a heart rate of over 200bpm. I started to turn a bit blue, so I thought it would work. I went to get up and kinda collapsed. So I went to bed thinking I would fall asleep and ctb but instead I went through 4 hours of hell like suffocating. I didn't throw up at all a bit nauseous was all. I took 1000 mg naproxen before but at the end I got the worst headache of my life.
 
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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
3,836
Well I Took 30 grams in 100 ml water. Taste was bad. about 15 minutes later my vision went and I had a heart rate of over 200bpm. I started to turn a bit blue, so I thought it would work. I went to get up and kinda collapsed. So I went to bed thinking I would fall asleep and ctb but instead I went through 4 hours of hell like suffocating. I didn't throw up at all a bit nauseous was all. I took 1000 mg naproxen before but at the end I got the worst headache of my life.
That's what's scary about SN- you took such a large quantity, didn't throw up, and then it turned out like this- it seems so unpredictable. But I was wondering- did you try to follow Stan's guide as closely as possible- a couple tips from stan's guide: a double dose of antacid 30 minutes before the SN helps absorption, and 4 to 8 hours of fasting including 2 hours of dry fasting (no water) helps absorption, some people do 12 or 24 hours of fasting. Also, this should be enough SN unless your weight is very high- then it may not have been enough- there are tables somewhere for this- I think you would have to be well over 300# for this to not be enough, but I'm not sure, you would need to find the tables, which are somewhere on this site. You did use almost twice as much water as recommended- could this be a factor? Not sure.