it s supposed to happen in 3 days

[throwaway3246539]

there are only 3 days left, ofc if i can go thru with it. i miss her so much. i am so full of regret. i am alone. i m spending my last days crying and screaming at the top of my lungs like a fucking animal who has been hit by a car. we had so many plans, what happened? we have so many memories, what happens to them when i die? she ll be the only one carrying our memories from now on, but even she will forget me eventually. she will forget my voice, my face, my personality. she will forget me. i will never forget her. my beautiful angel. i love her more than anything. i wish she could hold me while i go. i hate how much i need her. my perfect princess. the moment she left was the moment i died. now i have to put myself out of my misery. it s the logical thing to do. i hate this

 

[FuneralCry]

It must be so painful what you have to go through, this life really is too cruel and it's tragic how all this endless suffering exists. I hope that you find freedom from your pain.