Frankly i would love to live forever.
I live only for my friends, and everything i do is so i can live a life comfortable enough with them, they live for me as i live for them, we have no one but each other, and it's been like this for years.
But every day its another struggle, anxiety and stress taking years off them, plunging into stress induced psychosis, its hell. I cant stop thinking about their death and deteriorating well being, product of horrible living conditions and school, it's so unfair and nothing can be done but endure it, or end it, the pain i feel is overwhelming.
The way things are going i just feel like im gonna have to CTB.
There is no greater pain i've felt in my entire life than seeing them suffer and just wondering if they'll live to see another day, and i have to do it daily.
I live only for my friends, and everything i do is so i can live a life comfortable enough with them, they live for me as i live for them, we have no one but each other, and it's been like this for years.
But every day its another struggle, anxiety and stress taking years off them, plunging into stress induced psychosis, its hell. I cant stop thinking about their death and deteriorating well being, product of horrible living conditions and school, it's so unfair and nothing can be done but endure it, or end it, the pain i feel is overwhelming.
The way things are going i just feel like im gonna have to CTB.
There is no greater pain i've felt in my entire life than seeing them suffer and just wondering if they'll live to see another day, and i have to do it daily.
