Venting it isn’t worth it

[With0ut]

I try so fucking hard to be happy for her and she dosent care but the second i feel like shit and don't have any reason to keep going she hurts me more. I just wanted to fucking understand why couldn't you just fucking explain it. It hurts so fucking much being compared to someone you know im jelous of because "well — understood it" all she ever fucking does is give up on me she's all i have and she hates me so fucking much but dosent want me to leave. I don't understand why if all i do is make you fucking miserable you scream at me and cry and push me away and make me seem like the bad guy anytime i feel hurt or i don't think we should be together anymore. I'm losing my only reason to stay here more and more every day i want to hold onto her so bad but it dosent feel worth it anymore.

 

[SolomonKado]

it really sounds like your trying your hardest here and it's way beyond frustrating. I hated going through this part in my life with someone. I hope you are able to come to the conclusion that brings you peace.

 

[yeaimhere13]

thats manipulation, not love