When I am paranoid my anxiety skyrockets to an insane Level. It is such a torture. The fear with no protection. I try to rationalize it but it does not really work. My anxiety eats me alive. All the things I imagine speed through my mind. They overwhelm me. I wish I could slow it down. I wish I could protect myself.
I think Most average people are not aware to what things the human mind is capable of. I can remember the time when I was in Benzo withdrawal. I was aware what was happening. Many thoughts were overthinking. But it did not matter they hurt the same way. I just went through the Day thinking "What the fuck is happening". And I feel similar currently.
I think Most average people are not aware to what things the human mind is capable of. I can remember the time when I was in Benzo withdrawal. I was aware what was happening. Many thoughts were overthinking. But it did not matter they hurt the same way. I just went through the Day thinking "What the fuck is happening". And I feel similar currently.
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