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SuicideByBelt

SuicideByBelt

Student
Sep 18, 2019
142
Order Sodium Nitrite, order gets cancelled because seller figured out I was killing myself.

Try to make an Exit Bag, can't find the materials at appropriate sizes.

Might just have to harden up and do a painful suicide instead.
 
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Emerald

Emerald

Despairing
Sep 16, 2019
74
Order Sodium Nitrite, order gets cancelled.

Try to make an Exit Bag, can't find the materials at appropriate sizes.

Might just have to harden up and do a painful suicide instead.
I hear you. I struggled and failed with the exit bag method too but was able to get SN.

Why was your order cancelled? I take it you're not able to buy it on eBay?
 
SuicideByBelt

SuicideByBelt

Student
Sep 18, 2019
142
I hear you. I struggled and failed with the exit bag method too but was able to get SN.

Why was your order cancelled? I take it you're not able to buy it on eBay?

I live in New Zealand I used our local auction site I might be able to get some off ebay
 
Slate128

Slate128

Member
May 5, 2019
84
They don't call it the easy way out for nothing!
 
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ihatepain

ihatepain

I never wanted to be born.
Mar 24, 2019
142
How did the seller figure out you were going to use it for suicide?
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
11,032
Order Sodium Nitrite, order gets cancelled because seller figured out I was killing myself.

Try to make an Exit Bag, can't find the materials at appropriate sizes.

Might just have to harden up and do a painful suicide instead.

Sorry to hear your order got canceled. :'(:'( Is it possible to try another seller?
How did the seller figure out you were going to use it for suicide?

I was wondering how they figured it out as well.
 
SuicideByBelt

SuicideByBelt

Student
Sep 18, 2019
142
Sorry to hear your order got canceled. :'(:'( Is it possible to try another seller?


I was wondering how they figured it out as well.
How did the seller figure out you were going to use it for suicide?

No other seller in my country.

I emailed him saying:

"Hello,

Please let me know when you've sent and a tracking number if possible."

He said:

"Thanks for your order.

Tracking is automatically emailed as courier scans your item into their vehicle.

Can you please let me know what you intend on using this product for?"

Then he said:
"Actually doesn't matter, checked out your linkedin profile and looks like you've got your stuff sorted.

I had a customer who deliberately ate this product, so I have to be careful others don't do the same thing.
Looks like you're quite successful and don't have that problem (suicide)."

He refunded me. I asked why. He said:

"Because I know what you were going to use it for.

You are young and have a life to live."
 
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not-2-b-the-answer

not-2-b-the-answer

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Mar 23, 2018
11,032
No other seller in my country.

I emailed him saying:

"Hello,

Please let me know when you've sent and a tracking number if possible."

He said:

"Thanks for your order.

Tracking is automatically emailed as courier scans your item into their vehicle.

Can you please let me know what you intend on using this product for?"

Then he said:
"Actually doesn't matter, checked out your linkedin profile and looks like you've got your stuff sorted.

I had a customer who deliberately ate this product, so I have to be careful others don't do the same thing.
Looks like you're quite successful and don't have that problem (suicide)."

He refunded me. I asked why. He said:

"Because I know what you were going to use it for.

You are young and have a life to live."

So sorry he figured it out. Who exactly does he sell this to anyway ??? I would think you would have to get it from Amazon or some other legit place.
Is he a legitimate seller who sells to businesses ???
 
ChristopherWalken

ChristopherWalken

Member
Aug 15, 2019
99
I hear you. I struggled and failed with the exit bag method too but was able to get SN.

Why was your order cancelled? I take it you're not able to buy it on eBay?
Do you mean you struggled after placing the exit bag over your head? This worries me because that is the method I've chosen.
 
ihatepain

ihatepain

I never wanted to be born.
Mar 24, 2019
142
No other seller in my country.

I emailed him saying:

"Hello,

Please let me know when you've sent and a tracking number if possible."

He said:

"Thanks for your order.

Tracking is automatically emailed as courier scans your item into their vehicle.

Can you please let me know what you intend on using this product for?"

Then he said:
"Actually doesn't matter, checked out your linkedin profile and looks like you've got your stuff sorted.

I had a customer who deliberately ate this product, so I have to be careful others don't do the same thing.
Looks like you're quite successful and don't have that problem (suicide)."

He refunded me. I asked why. He said:

"Because I know what you were going to use it for.

You are young and have a life to live."
He's a bloody sadist. I hate people like him.
 
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Emerald

Emerald

Despairing
Sep 16, 2019
74
Do you mean you struggled after placing the exit bag over your head? This worries me because that is the method I've chosen.
No I struggled to even make the bag and get all the supplies needed to put it all together. I found it to be very complicated.
 
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I'm un a mess

I'm un a mess

Member
Oct 12, 2019
23
Unbelievable you should have stunned him when he has his back turn as he leaving you then take your car and put sunglasse (for style) say "Mother fucker"


I hope you smile or laughs in your mind lol
 
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OnlyMercy

OnlyMercy

No More
Oct 23, 2018
190
It is very sad and ironical that those who are depressed and suicidal often lack the energy and vigour required to plan and make a suicide attempt success.
 
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Sweet emotion

Enlightened
Sep 14, 2019
1,325
That is why I firmly believe there should be a dying with dignity program for those who want to die. Whether it be from a physical issue or a mental issue. We don't want botched attempts or good forbid be in a worse situation if it doesn't go right. We don't want to be scared. We don't want pain. Bless Dr. Kevorkian who did this for people. Now that was a man who understood about pain and suffering and had sympathy and compassion for his fellow man.
 
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LastFlowers

LastFlowers

the haru that can read
Apr 27, 2019
2,170
Hard to live. Hard to die.
 
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