Sorry to hear your order got canceled. Is it possible to try another seller?
I was wondering how they figured it out as well.
How did the seller figure out you were going to use it for suicide?
No other seller in my country.
I emailed him saying:
"Hello,
Please let me know when you've sent and a tracking number if possible."
He said:
"Thanks for your order.
Tracking is automatically emailed as courier scans your item into their vehicle.
Can you please let me know what you intend on using this product for?"
Then he said:
"Actually doesn't matter, checked out your linkedin profile and looks like you've got your stuff sorted.
I had a customer who deliberately ate this product, so I have to be careful others don't do the same thing.
Looks like you're quite successful and don't have that problem (suicide)."
He refunded me. I asked why. He said:
"Because I know what you were going to use it for.
You are young and have a life to live."