It is crazy to see how others just appear to live normally

[hellispink]

I know not everything is as it seems. But normal people who just don't think about dying every single second of their die, how would it feel to be like them? To just go to work like robot have friends even if they fake and more. And they just go about most of their days just fine. They able to shower brush their hair their teeth. They don't cry to sleep. I wonder if they just dont see what i see or if its me the crazy one. Its a loop that only death can stop . I wish to know how it feels just to be another random being that doesnt want to slit his/her throat idk.

 

[Fadeawaaaay]

It's pleasant and even inspiring. I've been there. Another world.

 

[born2win]

I know not everything is as it seems. But normal people who just don't think about dying every single second of their die, how would it feel to be like them? To just go to work like robot have friends even if they fake and more. And they just go about most of their days just fine. They able to shower brush their hair their teeth. They don't cry to sleep. I wonder if they just dont see what i see or if its me the crazy one. Its a loop that only death can stop . I wish to know how it feels just to be another random being that doesnt want to slit his/her throat idk.

hence why this group is growing even the irony of it. there are them and there is us. We just miss our old self dont we, tthe tim when we dont think of death coming to us

 

[je.suis.prêt]

Yes! And my not being able to deal with life makes me feel so weak and inferior :(

Seeing the world go by while I just stagnate is the worst.

 

[SamTam33]

Look at any time throughout history where large groups of people were oppressed and had the opportunity to revolt but didn't in any meaningful way. That's what you've described.

Another instance of people wholly accepting their shitty circumstances.

Watch a short video of sheep being herded or baby ducks following anything that moves. That's how most of us walk through life.

On occasion, I do wish I could be that stupid.

I can pretend for a little while, but I don't know how to commit to it for any extended period of time.

 

[FuneralCry]

I don't envy those types of people and I never could do. I view non existence as being preferable to any kind of life and I see life itself as being the true problem. I don't really see anything beneficial about existing, humans just repeat the same tasks in a loop and those who work are just slaves to the society where all that they have to look forward to is ageing and deteriorating. Life is all for nothing and leads nowhere, and is something so tedious and useless. If someone isn't suffering much now then they will do in the future.

I personally absolutely despise life and I just view it as being a terrible concept. It makes sense to be suicidal and to not see this as being worth it, and I think that those who view it as being the most beneficial thing to prevent unnecessary years spent here are the ones who have more awareness. It's better to see life for what it really is, and anyway the wish to exist is centred around delusions.

 

[vultureilse]

i think about this a lot as someone whos been suicidal since childhood. i dont remember what it felt like to be happy because of how early my life went to shit, though i grew up with a neglectful and abusive family so was i even happy back then?

i wish i could experience life the way mentally healthy people do at least once before i die, without spending each day constantly thinking about how much i want to be dead, too depressed to brush my teeth or shower, going weeks without changing my pajamas, just wasting all of my time rotting in bed, mindlessly scrolling on my phone to kill time, being filled with anxiety and paranoia as soon as im left alone with my thoughts for even a second. i wish i knew what having a loving family, friends and a normal childhood is like, a normal life free of trauma and mental illness, sadly ill never get to know

i really am jealous of people who are able to enjoy life

 

[Conker]

Look at any time throughout history where large groups of people were oppressed and had the opportunity to revolt but didn't in any meaningful way. That's what you've described.

Another instance of people wholly accepting their shitty circumstances.

Watch a short video of sheep being herded or baby ducks following anything that moves. That's how most of us walk through life.

On occasion, I do wish I could be that stupid.

I can pretend for a little while, but I don't know how to commit to it for any extended period of time.

Adding to this, do not conflate fleeting contentment with true happiness.

As for being insane, it's like our uncle Charles said it best. Being crazy used to mean something now everybody is

 

[asterisk3]

I know not everything is as it seems. But normal people who just don't think about dying every single second of their die, how would it feel to be like them? To just go to work like robot have friends even if they fake and more. And they just go about most of their days just fine. They able to shower brush their hair their teeth. They don't cry to sleep. I wonder if they just dont see what i see or if its me the crazy one. Its a loop that only death can stop . I wish to know how it feels just to be another random being that doesnt want to slit his/her throat idk.

For all intents and purposes, they pretty much live in an alternate reality to ours.

 

[mojabaka]

I've been there 18 month ago. Wish I could go back.

 

[SexyIncél]

I dunno, maybe you're not passively evil & irrational enough, so your mind refuses to un-see?

It's obvious: we have enough food & shelter for everyone to flourish. Robots could automate so much away that we have 5-10 hour workweeks. Schools destroy minds, nations are country-sized cults, info systems ("news") make everyone less informed, experts are often the dumbest people in the room

The shittier people's lives are, the louder we have to praise life. People fear death, but very few get to work on the immortality vaccine

Once you go to the edge & consider non-existence, the bullshit becomes easier to see

Maybe it's easier to put up with it by observing we live in a hell dimension. Which tantalizes us with how close we are to genuinely decent lives

 

[lionetta12]

I know not everything is as it seems. But normal people who just don't think about dying every single second of their die, how would it feel to be like them? To just go to work like robot have friends even if they fake and more. And they just go about most of their days just fine. They able to shower brush their hair their teeth. They don't cry to sleep. I wonder if they just dont see what i see or if its me the crazy one. Its a loop that only death can stop . I wish to know how it feels just to be another random being that doesnt want to slit his/her throat idk.

Most people turn a blind eye to how the world is and live in their little bubble of dellusions, that's what I see at least. Because only then can they live a functional and «happy» life.

 

[TAW122]

I feel the same way too, ever since I've saw life for what it is, be born (against one's consent), be indoctrinated by society and it's institutions (school, laws, banks, and the workplace), grow to be a wage-slave (unless one inherits a large sum of wealth or even gets lucky in life), and then notwithstanding all the things that can happen or harm that could befall one during one's lifetime, and of course, ultimately, die at the end of one's lifespan (either through disease, age, and/or natural causes, if one doesn't die of other stuff beforehand).

Ever since my realization, I saw life as an unnecessary burden, chasing copes and relief only to in the end just die. Sure having better copes may make someone's existentence slightly more bearable, but the ultimate outcome at the end is we all die; the only difference between us and most others who live normally is how we reach death (whether our own hands and on our terms, or nature and other factors outside of one's control).

 

[Freedom21]

I have never had a time period in my life where I was truly happy and motivated. I have had suicidal thoughts since I was nine. I'm 25 now and I have tried to get better but everything is getting worse. When I look at people my age getting jobs and having relationships it's almost like a foreign language. I don't have the brain capacity to have a job to make a living and I'm already so depressed and I don't see the worth in struggling. You have to work hard at every job and I can barely take care of myself.

 

[hellispink]

I have never had a time period in my life where I was truly happy and motivated. I have had suicidal thoughts since I was nine. I'm 25 now and I have tried to get better but everything is getting worse. When I look at people my age getting jobs and having relationships it's almost like a foreign language. I don't have the brain capacity to have a job to make a living and I'm already so depressed and I don't see the worth in struggling. You have to work hard at every job and I can barely take care of myself.

Me too as an adult i cant be functional or have a job or think straight like others seem to. It id exhausting.

 

[CTB Dream]

Real reason human awful species tell you truth how, even see war tragedy etc pretend no see pretend nothing, this all also indoctiny oppress force other follow idea prolif natal ,this human species same virus pretend see nothing make happy reproduct virus spread, brain have no want work cuz brain against human species brain tell real how life cruelty species virus

 

[Kualk]

I wonder how they cope with reality. How can a human being willingly work most days of their life doing the same tasks everyday earning barely enough to survive just to come home and spend minimal time with their family. Do they just not think about it? Are they perpetually on medication? Do they not realize that modern life is akin to slavery? They feel so distant from us, almost as if we are different species.
I sort of pity them in a way, we will have our salvation early by eventually escaping existence but they will have to life around eighty years just toiling and rooting away.