It hurts so much being forced to accept that this terrible shit was my life

[Terrible_Life_99]

I wish I was never born. I am extremely sad. I am 26 and I had absolutely nothing in life. I really sometimes ask myself if this all here is a joke? I mean what the hell is this? Being born in a dysfunctional family, always suffering there and then later never being able to have a sovereign life but instead always being followed by a huge dark shadow which is all the damage done to me by my family. I suffered a lot in life and yesterday I finished the final preparations for my suicide. Its all ready all I need to do is to do the only logical step which is to finally kill myself.

 

[alien_antinatalist]

Same here. There was no fucking point to have to ripped from peaceful non existence for this repetitive materialistic hell realm that is nothing but bordem and suffering i wish I ctb at your age now im 29 I really need to get this done soon but my situation is pretty shit as far as freedom to doing so

 

[Terrible_Life_99]

Same here. There was no fucking point to have to ripped from peaceful non existence for this repetitive materialistic hell realm that is nothing but bordem and suffering i wish I ctb at your age now im 29 I really need to get this done soon but my situation is pretty shit as far as freedom to doing so

I'm so sorry:(
Why is your situation so bad?

 

[alien_antinatalist]

I'm so sorry:(
Why is your situation so

I'm so sorry:(
Why is your situation so bad?

Any attempt to ctb would be way to risky and unsuccessful due to my living situation not to mention methods I prefer are off the table big time