FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
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I see it as the most irrational thing to actually want to decay from age, the thought of such a thing disturbs and terrifies me.
All that feels logical to me is permanently escaping from this repulsive flesh prison that is destined to deteriorate and decay, ageing is nothing more than pointless and meaningless suffering, it's undesirable in every way possible.
It's really terrifying how there is no limit as to how much one can suffer as long as long they are trapped here and this is a reason as to why I see it as always preferable to cease existing, the less time spent in this existence the better.
I don't get why anyone would see it as desirable ending up being tormented by old age and that's all that existence leads to. All that existence is, is a futile and torturous process of just waiting to die, and under no circumstances could this ever be worth enduring to me.
And this is a reason why it disgusts me so much that people have to struggle so much to cease existing on their own terms. Death is the only relief from this curse and it's like people forget that we are all just going to die anyway. The compassionate thing would be to allow all humans the option of Nembutal so they don't have to suffer for even a second longer than they wish to.
All that feels logical to me is permanently escaping from this repulsive flesh prison that is destined to deteriorate and decay, ageing is nothing more than pointless and meaningless suffering, it's undesirable in every way possible.
It's really terrifying how there is no limit as to how much one can suffer as long as long they are trapped here and this is a reason as to why I see it as always preferable to cease existing, the less time spent in this existence the better.
I don't get why anyone would see it as desirable ending up being tormented by old age and that's all that existence leads to. All that existence is, is a futile and torturous process of just waiting to die, and under no circumstances could this ever be worth enduring to me.
And this is a reason why it disgusts me so much that people have to struggle so much to cease existing on their own terms. Death is the only relief from this curse and it's like people forget that we are all just going to die anyway. The compassionate thing would be to allow all humans the option of Nembutal so they don't have to suffer for even a second longer than they wish to.
I'm 46. I look in the mirror sometimes and it's like damn I don't recognize myself a little more each day. It's not fun, but do what u can to not dress terribly and do what u can to not make yourself look worse lol! I think that is more terrifying, looking older but also looking unkempt like u don't care anymore to look presentable. Like some aging people see getting older as an excuse to not groom themselves properly anymore and wear crappy looking clothes lol! Quit staying in shape. Eat like crap. Yea u really can make it worse than it has to be. I understand if u are very poor u can only dress nice to a certain degree but u can still look put together a little bit ya know? U can avoid aging poorly healthwise if u do some basic things to take care of yourself consistently. I avoid the doctor, not because I don't care about my health but I don't trust them. I might go only if it's an emergency but I try not to. They will find something wrong if there isn't anything to keep u coming back for more procedures and drugs.
