Venting It disturbs me how humans worship suffering so much

[FuneralCry]

It really does disgust me how we exist in this hellish suffering worship society where humans try to prolong futile and meaningless existences that are just destined to decay and die anyway as much as possible.
I hate how everywhere is so anti-suicide with the focus being on making sure that people are enslaved in this existence they never could have consented to being in, even know the reality is that existence itself is the true problem.
All that existence is, is an endless cycle of suffering and torment that so senselessly continues to repeat as new life is forced here.

It's insane how suicide is always seen as the worst outcome even know one cannot suffer from not-existing yet all that existence does is cause problems there was never a need for. Existence overall just creates harm, it's something so repulsive and harmful to force life into this reality, burdening them with the ability to suffer endlessly as a result.
I see all suffering as meaningless, unnecessary and best avoided which is why wishing to cease existing on my own terms is all that feels rational to me, as it's the way to take control and escape from all future harms in an existence where there is unlimited potential for torment and suffering.

I see it as something so horrible having the ability to exist in this reality where chance so senselessly determines everything. It just proves that humans are the worst species with how so many worship suffering so much to the point that to them, it's an "illness" not seeing suffering as desirable and wanting to avoid it.
It's so disturbing the amount of endless cruelty and torture in this reality, no matter what I'll always prefer to die, death is the only way to find safety from suffering.

 

[todienomore]

I read this on a christian blog earlier--

"One of the most important things I experienced at that time was that I never felt closer to God as I did when I was going through hell. "

 

[R_N]

Experiences are completely meaningless, especially suffering. We are running around like headless chicken following our nature just to lose everything in the end without ever getting any important answers.

Why was I doomed to live this life like a puppet and then die without any real explanation except human made bull?

It is like a sick joke.

 

[betternever2havbeen]

Yeah I can agree with you there FC. That's why I genuinely feel peace and happiness when I think about no longer being here. So I never have to witness or hear about people and animals suffering. I try and be open-minded, but on this I'm kind of black and white like you, suffering will never be something I can accept. I don't know how much joy all these happy people get from life to make the horrors worth it.

It just proves that humans are the worst species with how so many worship suffering so much to the point that to them, it's an "illness" not seeing suffering as desirable and wanting to avoid it.
It's so disturbing the amount of endless cruelty and torture in this reality, no matter what I'll always prefer to die, death is the only way to find safety from suffering.

You make a very good point, they do see it as an illness to want to avoid suffering. I'm not sure they can grasp how terrifying and agonizing suffering and being in pain is. Unfortunately I had front row seats when I had to watch some of my family die of cancer (with terrible hospital care I might add) so if I'm "mentally ill"-that's why.

 

[undecided]

It really does disgust me how we exist in this hellish suffering worship society where humans try to prolong futile and meaningless existences that are just destined to decay and die anyway as much as possible.
I hate how everywhere is so anti-suicide with the focus being on making sure that people are enslaved in this existence they never could have consented to being in, even know the reality is that existence itself is the true problem.
All that existence is, is an endless cycle of suffering and torment that so senselessly continues to repeat as new life is forced here.

It's insane how suicide is always seen as the worst outcome even know one cannot suffer from not-existing yet all that existence does is cause problems there was never a need for. Existence overall just creates harm, it's something so repulsive and harmful to force life into this reality, burdening them with the ability to suffer endlessly as a result.
I see all suffering as meaningless, unnecessary and best avoided which is why wishing to cease existing on my own terms is all that feels rational to me, as it's the way to take control and escape from all future harms in an existence where there is unlimited potential for torment and suffering.

I see it as something so horrible having the ability to exist in this reality where chance so senselessly determines everything. It just proves that humans are the worst species with how so many worship suffering so much to the point that to them, it's an "illness" not seeing suffering as desirable and wanting to avoid it.
It's so disturbing the amount of endless cruelty and torture in this reality, no matter what I'll always prefer to die, death is the only way to find safety from suffering.

No, this is how it is for YOU !! Please stop suggesting that existence is futile and meaningless for everyone, because it's not! Honestly, you're just boring, mundane and repetitive!
Not everyone feels like you do, FuneralCry! We are the minority! Many, many people live happy and productive lives! Many DON'T want to die! Many don't want to leave their loved ones. But you speak as if everyone feels as you feel! I'm certainly NOT pro-life, before anyone accuses me of being so. But your posts always seem to be the same, and as if everyone on this earth feels the same as you feel! It gets rather boring and same old, same old...

Do something about it! Stop moaning and do something about your miserable existence!!

 

[hellispink]

No, this is how it is for YOU !! Please stop suggesting that existence is futile and meaningless for everyone, because it's not! Honestly, you're just boring, mundane and repetitive!
Not everyone feels like you do, FuneralCry! We are the minority! Many, many people live happy and productive lives! Many DON'T want to die! Many don't want to leave their loved ones. But you speak as if everyone feels as you feel! I'm certainly NOT pro-life, before anyone accuses me of being so. But your posts always seem to be the same, and as if everyone on this earth feels the same as you feel! It gets rather boring and same old, same old...

Do something about it! Stop moaning and do something about your miserable existence!!

What a bully I see here. Those who you so much said that "dont" feel that way is because their sleeping and because they conform with their slavery status. Existence is suffering , anyone that denies is just delusional. But what is more delusional is being here being a bully. It talks much about how you are.

 

[undecided]

What a bully I see here. Those who you so much said that "dont" feel that way is because their sleeping and because they conform with their slavery status. Existence is suffering , anyone that denies is just delusional. But what is more delusional is being here being a bully. It talks much about how you are.

Oh be quiet you're talking bull !
Read FuneralCry's posts! It's all same old, same old, and she'll never do anything about it! She's actually pro-life !!

 

[Manfrotto99]

This is interesting. At first I was going to disagree with FuneralCity but as I typed something different came out. I disagree because as Undecided says we are the minority, most people want to be here and they do live generally happy meaningful lives, at least to them. We are the minority, the downtrodden, the ones who all the suffering has been inflicted and projected onto. I think that's just where FuneralCity is coming from, it is a world full of suffering that is denied and inflicted onto the vulnerable like us, the ones that dont have the support systems and/ or dont fit into society's expectations , and of cause the vulnerable animals, that can't stand up for themselves. It's unfair, it's unjust and can makes us angry. There is so much cruelty and torture in the world, yet we are expected to continue suffering because there must be a scapegoat, the sick ones with the "illness" who are to blame, who are not good enough, yet are expected to carry it all. Much of it I imagine comes from wounded egos and the human desire to feel suprior and in control. I guess we do live in a fallen world.

 

[inneedrelief]

I agree life is suffering and those that like their life can end up in more suffering or even torment If those that procreate do it bc of love well take a good look at reality before you make that decision of bringing a soul into this world full of molesters, rapist and torture

 

[ijustwishtodie]

I agree, people are so pro suffering and they want us to go through hardship at all costs. I don't understand those who want to go through hardship as I don't and never did. I don't want to participate in this existence and I never did

 

[PathtoDie]

It scares me to think of what'll happen to me and my family if I continue existing in this cruel world. My family's getting old, and I HATE to see them grow old. I've already seen three of them die. I can't take it anymore. I hope to GOD I die before I witness anyone else in my family go away.

But at the same time, it really does give me peace and tranquility to think about death. It'd be so much better if I just stopped existing. Existence is mostly suffering, IMO. Good is sprinkled in here and there to not make us go insane immediately after being born.

Agree with you as always, FuneralCry.

The majority of human beings don't want to die, either because of the programming that's been done to them, or because they truly don't want to. But there are a lot of human beings in this world that are suffering in one way or the other, that have no choice but to suffer because nobody cares about them enough to let them go on their own terms.

As you've said, there's so much potential for torment and suffering that it boggles my mind human beings as a species didn't create a safe and painless method for anyone to go away. Like, a stupid smartphone costs $1000 to purchase. Why not have a suicide center or something similar where they write down my reason to die, and give me different options to die? The more expensive the price, the better my journey would be to death. Maybe they'd give me a nice room overlooking an ocean. That'd be nice.

I know I'm just silly and fantasizing but it truly has come to the point where I can't bear evil anymore. But I've got no choice at the moment because sneaking away from my family, finding a location, and doing it on my own terms has gotten extremely difficult.

 

[onbekend]

I genuinely hope that people who are happy in this world stay happy and I wish the best for them. I envy their ability to look at things in a positive light, But I am simply unable to do that. All I want is to just die, but my country doesn't let me. I hate it. I hate this world and my life so fucking much, everything about it. Hopefully it'll end soon.

 

[SexyIncél]

Yeah, I think there's a cult of artificial suffering. "Yeah wageslavery means you're motivated to do something useful with your life!"

For one thing, no, lots of bosses waste your life, writing reports no one reads. Or feeding those with the least hunger