Don't do it. Whoever hits you will have to live with the psychological trauma and whatever injuries they incur, no to mention financial penalties as we all know the insurance doesn't reflect what you actually need to spend. And then there's the risk that you'll cause a massive pile up and inflict the same trauma, injuries, death, financial penalties on a whole load of people. And maybe just end up with life changing injuries that leave you in a worse position than you are right now.
We all understand if you want to CTB but please don't take others down with you.