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wannafly

wannafly

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Dec 4, 2020
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I feel a mixture of sad and numb.
The only thing I care about is how other people are doing and how they feel.
Idk.
You feel empathetic and that can be found in most of us deciding to ctb. At a certain point it clocks over from what you desire to do beforehand because you run out of the slightest desire to continue; and you only care for others' safety and happiness.
 
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Gustav Hartmann

Gustav Hartmann

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Aug 28, 2021
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You are only ready when you feel like this.
 
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Mia Wallace

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Jun 14, 2020
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I can absolutely relate to this. I'd prob want a last meal though. Food is like the only thing I can somewhat enjoy anymore
 
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Hollowillow

Hollowillow

The only place that allows negative feelings.
Aug 7, 2022
1,515
Well said. Thank you.
Ah thank you as well. I was worried that I was condescending & rude. The word normal makes my eye twitch. It feels like being put in a tiny grey box when I want to play with rainbows!
 
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