How do you know when you're ready? When you're ready does the potential physical pain phase you anymore? I think I'm more ready than I was because the idea of the physical pain is bothering me less. My degenerative eye condition has destabilised and I'm so down about having experienced medical malpractice for 16 years which has left me with a facial injuries and physical and psychological issues and this situation cannot be improved. I'm hoping to become more ready.
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Hey I'm gonna PM you I'm in a super similar situation with eye issues
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 42,592
I think that it's just a feeling that people have when they know that it's time to leave, they feel certain, they have no more doubts and all that they want is to be gone. I think that you cannot really force yourself to feel ready. I also think that many people feel ready when they have a method plan and they are confident that it will succeed. I do believe that if someone is desperate to leave then it's likely that they would not fear physical pain as much. I think that for me, the pain of living would always be worse than any pain experienced during the dying process.
Darkover
Archangel
- Jul 29, 2021
- 5,476
due to a brain injury i know my time is almost up i'll of left when i first got it back in 2016 if i had access to easy method to leave, soon i should have sn then i can leave all tho this method leaves me with some hesitation due to not being as good as N but N is to expensive for me and it comes with the worry of the police knocking at your door, just cause your self damage to the point where day to day living is a pain then your be ready to leave
hellispink
poisonous
- May 26, 2022
- 1,229
I realized that there is no such time as ready, at least for me. I won't ever be. In order to do this I must be courageous, as I am going against survival instincts.
Took a bit of a backstep. Was reading sodium nitrite attempted suicide articles in medical journals and suddenly had sodium nitrite poisoning photos sprung on me. Was not pretty and has put me off it slightly which is annoying. If anyone has any tips to help put my mind at rest let me know x
I've done this too, it's off putting but I have to try not to think about it. Sorry that's like shit and obvious advice but try and put it out of your head and not look at any more!!
Tiberius85
Member
- Aug 21, 2022
- 77
Yes I'm sure there is such thing as being ready. You've got to find that point for yourself. From my perspective, it's when you have been able to let go of all attachment to supposedly wordly joys. I.e. there is nothing that keeps you here. And when you then also don't mind potentially having to endure some discomfort in order to reach the place where there's no suffering at the end of it. I.e. if I am ready then I don't mind whether I suffocate while hanging, if all that matters is the end result of being gone. The short-term pain is for the long-term gain = ctb.
I think I'm ready and ^^these were the ways I realised. The distractions from my pain no longer working were part of this....the internet doesn't work, nothing works to distract me now.
Tiberius85
Member
- Aug 21, 2022
- 77
If that is so, then it certainly sounds like you have made your peace with leaving this place for good.
Superdeterminist
Enlightened
- Apr 5, 2020
- 1,876
IMO there is such a thing as feeling ready, but not everyone who succeeds at ctb will feel ready when they do. I don't think there's such a thing as objectively "being" ready, so I think it's stupid when people say to others "you're not ready", as if there's a fact of the matter which they are aware of. No, it's just feeling, and I'm pretty sure you can feel very unsure and still succeed, this has happened.
