Venting is there something to truly be happy for?

[slitwristsbleedcold]

is there even something that makes you happy? something worth living for?

the more I go through every day, the more i feel like everything is absolutely useless and meaningless, it's nihilistic.

like, what the fuck Is this? what is this life?? it's actually so agonizing, wth... the only slight joy i get nowadays is when i smoke.

I can't understand how normies manage to go through this everyday, and still be somehow positive and cheerful, about interacting with others and the future, its impressive

 

[ZornTheDreaded]

is there even something that makes you happy? something worth living for?

the more I go through every day, the more i feel like everything is absolutely useless and meaningless, it's nihilistic.

like, what the fuck Is this? what is this life?? it's actually so agonizing, wth... the only slight joy i get nowadays is when i smoke.

I can't understand how normies manage to go through this everyday, and still be somehow positive and cheerful, about interacting with others and the future, its impressive

nope, nothing happy, nothing to live for, only thing to want is to CTB and soon.

 

[justanotherfailure]

I'd like to think there is, but sometimes it just feels hopeless. Even moments of happiness are fleeting, and they leave me emptier than I was before.